star.berry
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- Jul 12, 2023
- 3
Sorry for the long post, but I've read up on a bunch of megathreads at this point to try and get things down, but even after 10 failed attempts I still can't seem to make partial work for me and It's getting frustrating.
The main issue for me is that I can't manage to make myself pass out. I'm pretty sure I'm compressing my carotids, since my vision is getting blurry and darkening. I also have the feeling of calmness described in the threads, and no exploding head pressure. Even after around a minute I still can't manage to pass out at all. I've also tried moving the position of the noose on my neck both low and high, but it only constricts my breathing and makes me start choking as well.
I'm just really tired at this point, and a bit desperate. I don't really have any other method other than possibly shooting myself, but I don't think my handgun's caliber is large enough to have any semblance of success either. Any advice is appreciated, and if you need any more information I'm happy to provide it. :)
The main issue for me is that I can't manage to make myself pass out. I'm pretty sure I'm compressing my carotids, since my vision is getting blurry and darkening. I also have the feeling of calmness described in the threads, and no exploding head pressure. Even after around a minute I still can't manage to pass out at all. I've also tried moving the position of the noose on my neck both low and high, but it only constricts my breathing and makes me start choking as well.
I'm just really tired at this point, and a bit desperate. I don't really have any other method other than possibly shooting myself, but I don't think my handgun's caliber is large enough to have any semblance of success either. Any advice is appreciated, and if you need any more information I'm happy to provide it. :)