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Suicide Discussion

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Daxter_87
Discussion The most fundamental program we have been brainwashed with (and the hardest to overcome)
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2
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480
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
3widentnie
Help Help in short forms of different terms, that are being used to ctb
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8
Views
657
jonghyun
jonghyun
D
Benzo(Diazepam) Trial before Ctb
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3
Views
717
soontobedone
soontobedone
hhh_
i want to ctb soon
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1
Views
509
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Method Is there a better method than the train one?
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4
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
girlwitharose
Venting Lonely
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4
Views
479
angel31
angel31
L
Final Truths.
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2
Views
569
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
How long would it take to die via starvation + dehydration
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10
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2K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Aries
I failed my attempt
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22
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2K
yovoyporti
yovoyporti
M
Help Want to CTB but fear death and pain.
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6
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Despondent, sore eyes, so fed up
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1
Views
393
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
ctb by train
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8
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1K
angel31
angel31
sadscotsman
Have you had a family member CTB? How did you feel?
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13
Views
1K
sadscotsman
sadscotsman
greyhound
Method Fentanyl / Heroin / Etazene + SN
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3
Views
2K
Orbitc
Orbitc
W
Quickest way to get Anti Emetics.
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2
Views
484
hellispink
hellispink
K
Discussion any boderlines here try dbt therapy? what was your experience like?
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6
Views
606
suicidalloser
S
aeri
Help odds of dying with pills
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4
Views
513
suicidalloser
S
MidnightDream
Autism
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10
Views
674
Misfit72
M
rotciv
Where to test N?
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1
Views
414
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
mittymittens
Story was telling this to someone a good idea?
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4
Views
565
mittymittens
mittymittens
starvinglegend
a poem I wrote
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3
Views
528
starvinglegend
starvinglegend
ToTheTwillight
Help Anyone struggling to fast in their SN method quest?
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8
Views
706
Forever Sleep
F
D
Attach Files to CTB Note Email or Host Them Externally?
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0
Views
383
diyCTB
D
EternalDaydreaming
Method Is this possible
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1
Views
596
lament.
lament.
Water-Lily
Venting: Not everyone can just "leave"
Replies
9
Views
599
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
35alcoholics
Venting I want help
Replies
5
Views
646
liljeep
liljeep
frogboi
shallow water blackout tips
Replies
2
Views
561
frogboi
frogboi
S
delete
Replies
0
Views
436
suicidalloser
S
K
Help Need advice on if we should give up or not
Replies
6
Views
596
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
S
Impulse, return (i.e. a cycle)
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0
Views
375
suicidalloser
S
J
Help Would SN feel like suffocating?
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29
Views
3K
betternever2havbeen
B
deleted442
Still here on the not-so-merry-go-round
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7
Views
885
suicidalloser
S
PrincessInWhite
Does anyone else feel trapped without a secure method?
Replies
25
Views
2K
SassySary
S
hmskms
Method What could a 20 year old, terminally online manchild who still lives with their parents do with $1000?
Replies
15
Views
1K
suicidalloser
S
S
If mental health services paid a stipend to all those in it
Replies
1
Views
390
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
R.E.N.
Method Alcohol and Painkillers
Replies
1
Views
586
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
perdredenord
Any experiences with chloroseptic throat numbing spray for SN taste?
Replies
13
Views
2K
Obliviate
Obliviate
guywiththehair
Venting Back to therapy
Replies
3
Views
480
guywiththehair
guywiththehair
MrDarkness
Venting I can’t find happiness, but I find peace in helping others
Replies
2
Views
360
Grimpoteuthis
Grimpoteuthis
Sweet Tart
Method Considering available options & diabetes rant
Replies
3
Views
548
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
terminalending
CTB after making everyone hate you
Replies
17
Views
1K
suicidalloser
S
Slark
Method how to have a smoother passage with SN?
Replies
1
Views
582
Hystearical
Hystearical
Housefly
Venting Keep moving forward?
Replies
4
Views
531
Housefly
Housefly
soontobedone
Active and Recent CTBs
Replies
1
Views
723
skylarwhiteyo104781
skylarwhiteyo104781
Euthanasia
Because of my motherfucking parents, my life that could have ended quickly became more painfully prolonged.
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0
Views
413
Euthanasia
Euthanasia
shinji_ikari
  • Question
Need help
Replies
12
Views
816
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
D
Goodbye, and a poem
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16
Views
984
Owl_07
Owl_07
toofargone6969
Venting Does anyone feel like this is the hardest time to try and CTB due to restriction of methods?
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21
Views
1K
Techef
Techef
Usako0504
Venting I don't have any options left, I'm scared, and I don't know what to do.
Replies
4
Views
536
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
N
Discussion Wanting to CTB with 2 young kids
Replies
9
Views
913
Aisley
Aisley
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