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brokula2
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- Oct 20, 2023
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I'm aware of how ridiculous this question may sound, but I'll keep going anyway.
Am I the only one who feels uneasy about leaving my loved ones with the feeling of guilt and/or thinking that I was nothing more than an ungrateful and dramatic kid? Most will probably say that I'll be dead anyway so why would it matter, and I do agree, but the hatred from my loved ones that could arise towards me still haunts me. The last thing I want is for my family and friends to remember me as a person who could never be grateful or satisfied with anything and because of that ended up taking her own life.
I want to leave this place as peacefully as possible and if possible by not making anyone feel guilty or anything like that.
To sum up, does anyone know how can I go through with my idea? Is there even a way to end this and at the same time making it look like an accident?
Am I the only one who feels uneasy about leaving my loved ones with the feeling of guilt and/or thinking that I was nothing more than an ungrateful and dramatic kid? Most will probably say that I'll be dead anyway so why would it matter, and I do agree, but the hatred from my loved ones that could arise towards me still haunts me. The last thing I want is for my family and friends to remember me as a person who could never be grateful or satisfied with anything and because of that ended up taking her own life.
I want to leave this place as peacefully as possible and if possible by not making anyone feel guilty or anything like that.
To sum up, does anyone know how can I go through with my idea? Is there even a way to end this and at the same time making it look like an accident?