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Suicide Discussion

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hevlalab
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Discussion Time travel to stop being suicidal
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10
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553
HappyForever?
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Why SN over fentanyl?
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33
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3K
deepblack
deepblack
wastingpotential
Help using my suicide as justice
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5
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488
lessthanperfect
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cardboard_house
Venting I can't live without her
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3
Views
650
The Burning Fool
The Burning Fool
cardboard_house
Venting I feel so lost and useless
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6
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611
HighFlight
HighFlight
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story Surviving ctb is embarrassing
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3
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846
Random Username
Random Username
jawdropped123
Discussion Even tho you are suicidal does the thought of your mother losing you even made you rethink your decision?
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96
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4K
Archness
Archness
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This is what is annoying about ctb'ing
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11
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821
edu0z
edu0z
Cryptonite
Help I'm standing on a balcony every day. How should I push myself to do it?
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10
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956
conflagration
C
venin
For how lond did you try to turn your life around/recover until you decided to CTB?
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51
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2K
Parnate
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passivethought121
Venting ohymgod i cant do this forever
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1
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396
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Venting Always messing things up and being yelled at
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8
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687
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
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What would you do if you walked in on someone in the last moments before they hanged themselves?
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22
Views
900
Springore
Springore
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Venting I feel sick at my stomach
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18
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848
ThatStateOfMind
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d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
I walked out of work without notifying anyone
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1
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388
namename555
namename555
HappySisyphus
Venting Everything just keeps getting worse and I guess I'll be a father now
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0
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424
HappySisyphus
HappySisyphus
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Scared
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6
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516
Freyja13
Freyja13
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Tent and bbq
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0
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377
goingsoor
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mmj
Method looking to cbt, I am very restricted
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4
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951
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
blank_slab
Venting I relapsed after 28 days
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0
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337
blank_slab
blank_slab
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Method Chloroform + partial?
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8
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973
unique snowflake
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Braindead Atheist
Hope everyone remembers that we have eachother!
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1
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458
whywere
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My ctb plan
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12
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1K
zamzas
zamzas
bpdmf
Method fluoxetine and propranolol overdose
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4
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752
inmyhead
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What anti-emetic is easiest to get prescribed in the US?
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0
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386
SkylineWashout
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Handguns
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5
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1K
DreamEnd
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Venting How do you cope with uselessness?
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2
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398
CrazyDiamond04
CrazyDiamond04
knydane
Discussion What methods will 100% work?
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28
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2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Pisceslilith
Discussion Things that you hate about humans/society?
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50
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3K
sserafim
sserafim
GreyCTB
Help Heroin overdose
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26
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3K
doughmixer1982
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ikadasui
Discussion Does anyone else feel the urge more as their birthday draws near?
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35
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2K
sserafim
sserafim
FireFox
I am breaking the cycle of family abuse
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3
Views
687
FireFox
FireFox
Specific_Milk
Venting How do you muster up the courage to do it?
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5
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1K
garrypallister99
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Random Username
Inocuous Dreams
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5
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370
thebookofdisquiet.
thebookofdisquiet.
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I wish my parents never met. Life has given me nothing but suffering
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12
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479
sserafim
sserafim
SolomonKado
Discussion Shades of Grey
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0
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320
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
r1ots
Help i live with my parents still, and they found out i was cutting, how do i continue without them finding out
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12
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1K
CTBookOfLife
CTBookOfLife
IfyouareamanWinston
Look inside yourself to see why your 'loved one' CTB
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2
Views
396
blackwidow
blackwidow
FailureToAll
Venting
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14
Views
504
FailureToAll
FailureToAll
TheGoodGuy
Discussion What is one of your "lesser" reasons to wanting to ctb?
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11
Views
607
NorthernMonkey
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knydane
Venting Emotions are stupid
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11
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1K
knydane
knydane
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Venting Feel so weak but god I want to get it over with
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0
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386
EndoftheTunnel3339
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d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Venting Planning my death (draft version)
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3
Views
644
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
harlemriver
I left therapy and I'm visiting the place i plan on jumping tomorrow. I may ctb tomorrow, i just need the courage.
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8
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1K
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
DesperateOne
Wish humans had an OFF switch...
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3
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372
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Existence could never be something that is desirable
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3
Views
443
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
museumofthunder
Not brave enough to do it
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1
Views
406
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
tired868686
Thank you!
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9
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1K
CaoineadhcuChulainn
CaoineadhcuChulainn
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Sn plan
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0
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496
odazai
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DEATH IS FREEDOM
Assisted suicide cannot guarantee painless and reliable death
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5
Views
500
CTBookOfLife
CTBookOfLife
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