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Suicide Discussion

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J
Plastic Bag - No Drugs
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3
Views
573
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
LilithLover777
Venting Im tired of all of this
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4
Views
751
Praestat_Mori
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gizzreid
i am going to a concert in june, then break up with my partner, then CTB
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2
Views
445
TAW122
TAW122
anywhere_else
Help Dealing with impulses
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3
Views
444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
$crim
Venting there was never a place for me here
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8
Views
730
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Fella
What medication are you on, and does it help?
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5
Views
388
Praestat_Mori
P
T
Method Has anyone watched hanging videos?
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7
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2K
Taraxias
T
sillyprincessmeow
i dont wanna try anymore
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7
Views
558
Nights
Nights
Nights
Suffering because my brain tries to enforce emotions on me
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0
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301
Nights
Nights
fuyufuyu
Method After 6 failed attempts, I need a definite way to CTV
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8
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2K
Aliceinborderline
Aliceinborderline
sheepgirl
What meds could I get from the doctor to OD on?
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1
Views
400
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
The anhedonic one
Long drop Vs partial
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0
Views
330
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
marcy2022
Discussion Thiopental intervenous ctb time, pain and other side effects
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4
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1K
eashanm
E
HopefulSleep
Help Best position to hang on a door?
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1
Views
670
Taraxias
T
LastLoveLetter
Abused again, alone again, and left wanting to die.
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23
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1K
IDIABUSE
I
H
Apparently sodium nitrite can cause bradycardia (heart rate that's too slow.) What does one take for that?
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21
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1K
kwho
kwho
I
Method 12 gauge singleshot with 3" slugs, painless???
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9
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2K
IDIABUSE
I
Krash1990
Discussion What’s the last thing you’d like to see/hear/feel/smell?
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29
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2K
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
TAW122
Venting Pro-lifers will do everything to disprove mental capacity when it comes to CTB, but not for anything else
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9
Views
738
Lost in a Dream
L
roseleaf
Venting ‘therapist friend’ role
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2
Views
493
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
HopefulSleep
Discussion What do you hope for after death?
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22
Views
1K
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
GAKitty
Method Suicide by Jumping
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8
Views
2K
DeadPool360
DeadPool360
m1v
Using melatonin as a sedative for SN method
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2
Views
619
Unwr!tten
Unwr!tten
stainedtips
I think my sister knows I want to ctb
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7
Views
615
stainedtips
stainedtips
T
Story The story of my breakup
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2
Views
846
ThatStateOfMind
T
N
Help Metoclopramide impossible to source, would Zofran on its own suffice?
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7
Views
546
NotJustKneeDeep
N
H
Goodbye SN (scheduled post): I am gone for good
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9
Views
1K
tiredangelgirl
tiredangelgirl
Z
My SWB plan
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2
Views
891
zzzim
Z
Clean
  • Question
Stabbing?
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16
Views
1K
Disappointered
Disappointered
Hantengu
is there a discord server for this website
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3
Views
824
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
YandereMikuMistress
Discussion What does it mean to not live for yourself.
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8
Views
631
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
Microwave
Cross-boarder medication ordering
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1
Views
622
Microwave
Microwave
lith1um
  • Locked
some thoughts about the school system
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8
Views
830
Kerock
Kerock
Fly🦋
Can’t do this
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6
Views
806
Fly🦋
Fly🦋
Rocinante
Venting In my mid 20s and feel like I’ve already done everything there is to do
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10
Views
1K
unnormal9
unnormal9
Busridin'26
Venting I tried living today.
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10
Views
636
unnormal9
unnormal9
babyinmyuniverse
UK resources
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2
Views
341
babyinmyuniverse
babyinmyuniverse
I
Venting Mum said it would be ‘unforgivable’ to find a person hanging
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19
Views
1K
unnormal9
unnormal9
apple2myeye!
To live is to be an organ of satan
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0
Views
365
apple2myeye!
apple2myeye!
CTB Dream
Venting Brain no sense
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6
Views
553
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
pharmacoepia
Discussion WARNING: WELFARE CHECKS FOR SN ORDERS ARE GOING TO START HAPPENING INTERNATIONALLY!
Replies
32
Views
3K
unnormal9
unnormal9
D
I Have My SN Ready
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32
Views
2K
sulli
sulli
T
Help Success rate of night-night method?
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4
Views
1K
musicistheonlything
musicistheonlything
pompompurin
Venting My friend sent me a message
Replies
9
Views
600
Doombox
Doombox
jigsaw_falling
think i’m reaching a breaking point
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2
Views
347
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
The anhedonic one
I fucked up
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7
Views
549
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Doombox
Story Suicide notes: from the perspective of the other side
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43
Views
3K
whatevs
whatevs
Mx_Pathetic
Venting Just want to get this off my chest..
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1
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Downandout82
Venting In pscy ward
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0
Views
325
Downandout82
Downandout82
P
Help SN preparing
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4
Views
505
PoisonedOxygen
P
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