Are you straight or LGBT?

[sorrowed_ender]

Trans/Nonbinary. I wish I wasn't. sometimes I want to go to conversion therapy. I want to ctb because of my gender all the time and I live in an environment where being transgender will 100% get me killed or harmed in some other way. My fucking country is passing laws against trans people constantly and we are in stage 7 genocide right now. They want us eradicated and I will not let someone kill me, I would rather do that to my own hands. and idc if conversion therapy traumatizes me, I am traumatized enough so why not add more to the pile. why even care if Im not gonna live long anyways. its what I deserve I guess

 

[Toy]

Both trans and gay, my sexuality keeps flip-flopping between questioning being bisexual or gay at this point though lol

 

[Tyrone Slothrop]

Not sure but probably bisexual

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

Same as you, not straight but live where it's accepted and fine, my decision to ctb has nothing to do with it. Nonetheless, interesting results in the poll

 

[PoisonousPotato]

theoretically bi, which means forever alone

 

[borderline-feline]

Sadly I'm trans, and sadly, I'm bi. I wish I was a straight cis woman. I'd like myself a lot better if that was the case.

 

[bloberta]

trans and maybe bi. i say maybe because im trying to repress my attraction to women.

 

[charlotte_]

lesbian and nonbinary, im pretty comfy abt my identity and most ppl in my life showed no discrimination against it, but i still sometimes wish I were born a str8 guy

 

[spiderwebz]

trans and bi :(

 

[voc_89]

straight. Never tried anything different cause I never felt the urge too. Orientation doesn't matter to me. Once u happy. Cause at the end of the day thats the most important thing. Forget anyone who tries to force you to fulfill a role that makes u unhappy. Life is so cruel. Why make it worse living in a way that only makes it harder or cheats you from attaining true joy?

 

[thatlatealready]

Bi and trans.

Being trans is a big part of why I categorically don't want to be here anymore. Being bi, not so much.

 

[milk is sweet]

I am straight, I don't know why, but I feel like being in a relationship or marriage is just a time waste and no feelings ever crossed my mind, I was in one before but I called it off, just because I didn't want anyone else to share things things with, I wanted to keep things to myself, so he thought I am keeping away many hidden affairs lol and I think no one can understand me, I am not a good person or sm too, I am pretty manipulative, smooth liar, and I don't know why but I don't speak much at all, so people take me as an arrogant brat who doesn't value people

 

[Hikikomori1]

I know my mere existence will be controversial, so I'll put this behind spoilers for those that would rather not see.

Spoiler

I'm a pedophile. I'm not gonna use some fancy new words 4chan and twitter came up with (MAP) as I dislike the idea of inventing new terminology for something we already have a word for.
To clarify: non-offending and strongly against any kind of abuse ofc; I see this as obvious but some do not...

Unfortunately I couldn't find the selector switch for what I'd be attracted to when I was born - so I didn't really have any influence.
However I was able to sorta "make" myself gay by focusing on.. well gay stuff and getting a bf.

being a twink helped in this regard.
but lucky this topic doesn't affect me too much and is certainly not the reason for my passively suicidal behavior

Spoiler: Trigger Warning.

I am just like you so i can relate.

However while i understand why you feel that way the word pedophile has been bastardized and is too negative IMO.

I prefer to be called a ロリコン Lolicon Girl Lover or Child Lover.

 

[Realkitten]

I'm straight for now... I like both girls and boys, but I'm trying to deny it because I don't know what would happen if I ever told my family.

 

[EmmaD]

Bi

 

[bastard]

im pansexual ^_^

 

[jaxxon_sunn]

Nonbinary and asexual. Still figuring if I am biromantic or just aromantic. Hard to differentiate romantic and friendship feelings. (I would much rather be cis and straight if I could choose but of course it's not a choice..) Also being ace makes it so absolutely no one will date me haha

 

[clavicals]

I'm pan and I always thought sexuality had nothing to do with anything but it was only until recently I realised just how affected I was.

Growing up I liked girls and I didn't understand that. So naturally my crushes were girls and people thought I was weird. I would treat certain people different bc I liked them and make them things and do things for them etc. Other people noticed this and told the girls I liked that it was weird and I shouldn't do that and they should think I was weird too. You know how girls are.

All of this was internalised and began to believe something was fundamentally wrong with me. The way I made friends was weird, the way I show affection wasn't right and not wanted. This is all really deep stuff. So I learned very early to repress my natural feelings and thoughts.

Now I look back and think if I were doing that with the boys it would have been okay. The other girls would have joined in and found it fun. We would have talked about it and giggled. Maybe we would have had fights bc we liked the same guy all that good little kid drama stuff instead of being pushed out and isolated.

weird world.

 

[I wish I were a cat]

Bi but definitely not a reason for me to want to ctb. Have only dated men as it is more socially acceptable to be "straight". In saying that, I am also very picky with women and am only really attracted to what people call lipstick lesbians which I found basically impossible to find.

 

[Rabbit-]

I'm bi. For the sake of simplicity, I usually just call myself non-binary or a trans man, though there's more specific labels that apply to me.

I once struggled with internalized bigotry, but I'm now proud to be bi and open about it. Some of my family doesn't approve but I don't care.

My feelings on being trans are more conflicted. It really makes me blissfully happy knowing who I am and being referred to properly, although I don't get to hear it very often. I do have feelings of genuinely liking and being proud of this part of me as well.

However, the response to trans people- On both a larger and a more personal scale- leaves me endlessly frightened. It's miserable being aware of how others percieve me, but knowing also that if I were to transition even if just socially, I would still continue to suffer. My only option is to pretend to be cis, stuck with an identity that isn't mine and a body I truly hold nothing but resentment towards, with no hope of coming out or changing any of it. It's a painful and helpless situation in several aspects, so that does contribute to me wanting to ctb.

 

[Kta1994]

Bi

 

[Unknown21]

I'm Asexual. I've never liked sex or wanted to have it with anybody. I always see it as a dirty thing.

 

[PinkyStat]

I am 99% sure im an assexual, i dont really have sexual interests, neither want to be on a romantic relationship, people think that i have mental problems because of that but honestly who cares? I just dont like it, even though i really want to have a true partner to talk to and have fun with (i dont trust my friends enough for that yknow?)

 

[Professor K]

even though i try to avoid labels and rather keep them to myself as they do more harm than good, i guess i can say on here that i am a woman attracted to other woman, a lesbian in other words. this has contributed to my desire to end my life indeed. the lesbian lgbt ''culture'' is often messed up at least it's true where i live. hook ups, no passion or actually way too much and too quickly, black or white and nothing lasts very long... and that is why i have never had a girlfriend yet. the image i have of lesbians is so negative and it has been this way for my entire life on top of living in a religious homophobic family... it defenitly plays a role in my depressive state as i can't help but feel ''broken''.

 

[ForeverLonely82]

Straight. I don't like LGBT nor do I support them. If that makes me a POS then GOOD! I don't fear them, I just don't like them.

 

[sannoji]

trans. who knows for my sexuality. i guess being trans contributes to me wanting to ctb, it's not my main reason though. it just sucks a lot. i wish i had just been born in the right body.

 

[flyaway]

I'm straight but I've never been in a relationship and I already have zero interest in this.

 

[FormerlyFe(IV)]

Bicurious here, or at least I'd like sucking a dick before I die. I dunno, there's something alluring to the idea to me.
Kissed a guy once before, def. in the top 3 kissers in my life. But we were both drunk.

hook ups, no passion or actually way too much and too quickly

I've heard the same from my bisexual female friends. Women clinging onto other women that don't just want to hook up. There are a lot of women also in this conundrum that wanted a more reasonable pace. I hope you find your footing in dating! :)

 

[alonely]

I'm straight in sexual preference, but more pan in romantic preference. Which doesnt really line up in a practical way, so i guess straight probably describes me best. I dunno, I haven't found a word that describes me very well yet.

 

[astrals]

Very queer SaSu user here :)