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Suicide Discussion

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LetMeOut67
"Many who die by suicide aren't depressed"
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11
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975
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
schatzbunny
Venting vent
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1
Views
390
Feldsparc
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How many stories does jumping need to be
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14
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1K
Tommen Baratheon
Tommen Baratheon
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Help I'm looking for an objective opinion on my SH
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2
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231
ceilng_tile
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jugbandblues_
Is this feasible, or should I not even try?
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0
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229
jugbandblues_
jugbandblues_
chaoschuckler
Discussion What makes u not think about suicide?
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8
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373
chaoschuckler
chaoschuckler
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Venting Resenting those who love me for making it harder to leave
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6
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374
eviltwin
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R
Help How do you have the strength and willpower to go through with it?
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4
Views
571
iCryInMySecretSpot
iCryInMySecretSpot
Katatonia
Should i buy SN asap or wait?
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7
Views
665
traingirl
traingirl
EndItPlsGirl
Method Got My Tubing
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4
Views
489
Blockz
Blockz
traingirl
Venting Was doing good and left. Life and meds took its toll again.
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0
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269
traingirl
traingirl
KristineMC
"Get help" they said. If only it was so simple.
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20
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1K
BPDTalk
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king_yaroglek
Venting Don´t even have the willpower for VSED
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2
Views
365
king_yaroglek
king_yaroglek
Daisy88_99
I JUST WANNA CRY! How much relief do you have when you have a peaceful method available?
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13
Views
840
HeyBoogahJr
HeyBoogahJr
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Discussion Is it weird/bad to want to be on a intimate relationship knowing I'm planning on ctb?
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10
Views
509
litany_of_thoughts
litany_of_thoughts
un.exist
Are you desensitised ?
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1
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433
Hollowman
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Dante_
Resource Comprehensive Medical records from SN attempt
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38
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6K
RyeSalRuff2
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XxEstenxX
Venting Failed attempt :)
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0
Views
575
XxEstenxX
XxEstenxX
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Venting I can't keep going
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3
Views
423
ginadu
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attheendofthenight_
I started writing suicide notes
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12
Views
586
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Captain laser
slowly becoming distrustful
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4
Views
472
Lapdog6795
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iCryInMySecretSpot
  • Poll
What has your diet been like lately ? [Poll]
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10
Views
548
Bitterly_Nostalgic
Bitterly_Nostalgic
gardenoflonely
Venting I don't want to connect with anyone
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8
Views
553
interna
interna
I
Help Acquiring SN in India
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28
Views
2K
Endisclose
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pieceoffox
Discussion Got my SN
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7
Views
604
pieceoffox
pieceoffox
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Help Nitrogen or helium tank
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0
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219
tender
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Discussion How old is your SN?
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6
Views
432
Lapdog6795
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dandelion_fluff
Never hated myself more than now
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1
Views
358
Lambybahhhhhh
Lambybahhhhhh
BleedMeAnOcean
Venting My words don't come from my head
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3
Views
461
BleedMeAnOcean
BleedMeAnOcean
Daisy88_99
Venting The Art of Being Already Dead. ):
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2
Views
578
Forever Sleep
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SadCryingBunny
Death in chair gas
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4
Views
493
babyneo1
B
S
Help Where can I find/buy Sodium Nitrite (SN)
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2
Views
692
sadee
S
princexhhn
Help buying SN in the philippines
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8
Views
798
OrbOrb
O
vietorvtuneli
Method The methods I'm contemplating...
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5
Views
769
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pechaberry
My brother died.
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17
Views
922
Dot
Dot
paperbaghat
Venting I think I'm at the end of my rope.
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0
Views
359
paperbaghat
paperbaghat
starboy2k
Venting Nothing Is Divine About The Dangerous Society We Built
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4
Views
428
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
iblamethemfr
Venting OD is never guaranteed
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1
Views
195
8hsjyd
8
F
Help Ordering SN from non dark web sources
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0
Views
313
finasteride_end
F
chaoschuckler
Help Suggest Standalone movies where protagonist kills himself
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22
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1K
Dot
Dot
X
do you think genuinely happy adults exist?
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17
Views
1K
Pluto
Pluto
witchcraft
Not sure if anxiety or paranoia...
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2
Views
411
witchcraft
witchcraft
Proxycake
Venting So unloved
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1
Views
304
bipolar22
bipolar22
T
How not to not get caught mid-attempt?
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12
Views
588
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Drowningindespair
I want to be abused I'm so fucking desperate
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1
Views
295
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
CTB & disabling outcomes as a Mental Shortcut
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0
Views
237
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
briardweller
Is suicide by pistol really all that risky?
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16
Views
2K
Bishop
Bishop
K
Im just a jealous little lady
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0
Views
324
kenz
K
dying_kwik2000
Discussion Feeling alone and trapped
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1
Views
391
Feldsparc
F
A
Need to talk to someone with kids
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6
Views
553
sureucan362
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