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Dijace4

New Member
May 23, 2026
2
Beyond broke, about to be evicted, no car, job sucks.

Made some hydrogen sulfide and chloroform and chlorine gas...

First attempt was chloroform mix, went to sleep in a closed room with mix right next to my head. Woke up perfectly fine.

Second attempt was chlorine gas and once again a failure.

Third attempt thursday night i tried my had making some hydrogen sulfide.

Made two batches, one in bathroom o e in my room.

I sat at floor level for about 2 hours just breathing it in and embracing the burn and fighting off nausea.

Finally fell asleep, woke up to lungs full of fluid and absolutely no other symptoms.

I knew going into this the chances of success were pretty low as im extremely resistant to drugs and medicine, but i kind of had hope.

Any suggestions?
I dont have access to anything else, i guess I could try commercial food SN and hope for the best, or stabbing.

But honestly i cant really stress enough how sturdy i am, I basically have an action heroes body.

Hanging wouldnt work as theres no where i could access that could support my frame.

Overpasses that I could walk to are pretty low so doubt it would do the job.

Eviction is Tuesday so any ideas are appreciated.
 
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Phobia_DLW

Member
May 18, 2026
27
This sucks, I wish I could offer some ideas but I am a noob.
 
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isthisthingon

Member
May 16, 2026
97
The methods megathread will give you an idea of all the options. It's a crapshoot for sure.

Sorry to hear you're being evicted, I hope you can find peace soon.
 
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Dijace4

New Member
May 23, 2026
2
The methods megathread will give you an idea of all the options. It's a crapshoot for sure.

Sorry to hear you're being evicted, I hope you can find peace soon.
Ive been on here browsing since i woke up after third method.

Unfortunetly...i used the last of my money getting the chlorine and sulfur

Im sitting in a plasma center right now trying to get some money to do...anything really.

I havent eaten anything since last thursday and before that it was a week before.

All my money has been funnelled into trying to pay bills.
 

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