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burninghill

burninghill

Experienced
Dec 2, 2025
210
I've got a boyfriend, dental care, friends, money, freedom. I've had sex, I've tried drugs, I've been kissed, I've been in love. At some point, I thought one of these things could make me want to live or get better and none of them have. It's over for me.
 
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finaldestination22

finaldestination22

Member
Oct 30, 2025
35
yeah I understand so well my mental health actually went to shit after I achieved my dreams, when I was poor and hungry that motivation was my fuel and nothing put me down.

Once i started to make it i've become way more lonely and that empty feeling got so big it started to crush me. biggest deception of my life was when I achieved everything I thought i wanted only to be left feeling as empty as ever. I guess some people just have a void in them that can't be filled
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Warlock
Nov 26, 2025
770
We are innately broken and damaged. All those things are extraneous. Don't really help.
 

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