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Suicide Discussion

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Awesomefoid67
Method probably a very dump question but can you ctb via apple seeds?
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17
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1K
Awesomefoid67
Awesomefoid67
lovelulu
  • Question
Help is it valid to feel like this?
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1
Views
231
sweetdrowning
sweetdrowning
A
Method Cyanide poisoning using apple or peach seeds. Is it possible?
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8
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1K
DontTouchMeImFamous
DontTouchMeImFamous
ShadowedChaos
Which Way Will the Wind Blow
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0
Views
114
ShadowedChaos
ShadowedChaos
SomewhereNew
Venting "Going to check on you to make sure you're still alive"
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6
Views
503
SomewhereNew
SomewhereNew
OzymandiAsh
Any suicides that impress or shock you?
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35
Views
2K
StoneCellaiver
StoneCellaiver
DontTouchMeImFamous
Method Apple seeds as a method?
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2
Views
593
InvasionOfPublicity
InvasionOfPublicity
HowlingCoyote
Venting how to be okay with loneliness
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1
Views
312
violetforever
violetforever
woofwag
Tried and tested: meto works!!
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5
Views
818
ftm68_99
F
gourry
Venting no point when no one cares
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2
Views
353
kufajoy
kufajoy
R
trouble buying SN in germany?
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10
Views
811
kingzen
K
dollofyarn
Venting The urge to get worse
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4
Views
255
kufajoy
kufajoy
S
Today's the big day
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29
Views
2K
tiredcatboy
tiredcatboy
Qua
Venting Loosing my shit
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2
Views
262
kufajoy
kufajoy
E
Anybody else still here solely because of who they'd hurt if they ctb?
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22
Views
851
tiredcatboy
tiredcatboy
B
Help Seeking +30yo Support
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6
Views
392
persepexa
persepexa
P
CTB abroad for SN how to not leave a mess for loved one
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3
Views
519
UnoX48
U
Natbee
Looking to buy sodium nitrite
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0
Views
508
Natbee
Natbee
H
Will this work?
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0
Views
190
Here Today
H
somewhatdeadly
Discussion how to swallow meto and ibuprofen before taking sn?
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2
Views
325
somewhatdeadly
somewhatdeadly
J
Questions about SN & nitrogen exit bags
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12
Views
722
Eclypser
Eclypser
eggsausagerice
Help how to prepare for ctb outside in the winter
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4
Views
395
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Reywashere
Venting How does it feel to be loved?
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6
Views
550
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
geometryculdesac
Venting I hope they can find a way to cure Gender Dysphoria in the future
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10
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1K
Ghiz98
G
forfever
most of the time i don't like this site
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16
Views
871
vyvanceandvodka
vyvanceandvodka
Dukey
Help Ways to obtain a firearm in europe?
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11
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1K
Eriktf
E
livefastdieyoung
i don't belong anywhere
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11
Views
731
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
dollofyarn
Venting Return after more than a year
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0
Views
224
dollofyarn
dollofyarn
ancient owl
Venting I'm so tired of being a burden
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3
Views
475
panhandle5363
panhandle5363
HowlingCoyote
Venting 2026 might be my last year
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2
Views
503
HowlingCoyote
HowlingCoyote
D
Discussion AI Apocalypse and Suicide Pandemic
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11
Views
690
Ligottian
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woofwag
Always saying the wrong thing
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12
Views
703
Sheisgoneee
Sheisgoneee
H
  • Question
Help Dizziness after cutting
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5
Views
527
825hp
825hp
BlissfulEnigma
A potentially great method that I haven’t seen discussed
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10
Views
2K
BlissfulEnigma
BlissfulEnigma
badatparties
Life is such a gift
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24
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1K
badatparties
badatparties
in2thespiral
Venting I have never hated anything more in life than myself
Replies
4
Views
486
in2thespiral
in2thespiral
persepexa
Discussion Are you taking care of yourself?
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28
Views
1K
persepexa
persepexa
D
Help How much lithium do you need?
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6
Views
393
radiatedunity62
R
S
Package seized at
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9
Views
469
persepexa
persepexa
WallTermite
Venting I'm stupid
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9
Views
467
woofwag
woofwag
subwayhcar
Venting my mom scared me into thinking i would die - kinda wish i did
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1
Views
353
GenZ-Snowflake
G
W
Venting Lonely day, every day
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3
Views
328
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
un.exist
Venting On the path to academic failure
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7
Views
412
raybd
R
Crematoryy
There is no reason or meaning to live
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3
Views
400
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
birthdayboy
Does anyone else want to CTB to escape abuse?
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17
Views
1K
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
immolation
Discussion guilt
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9
Views
673
subwayhcar
subwayhcar
overmorrow
Venting talent
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15
Views
672
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
squillykilly
Venting Dream cuts
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1
Views
195
HowlingCoyote
HowlingCoyote
JassieDusk
Venting My psychiatrist told me in a commanding tone “you have to live” and I’ve been furious since then
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23
Views
1K
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
Afterglow
Substitutes for prescription benzodiazepines?
Replies
4
Views
351
Jello Biafra
J
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