I am going to take my own life on August 31. I know its 115 days away, so I got time but I wanted to know how likely my plan as of now is to work.
If you want to know my story, here it is Thread 'My story'
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So here is my plan: at this time I would be in college. I would put a foldable stool, rope, empty bottle, shoe lace, bleach, and rubbing alcohol in a bookbag and go deep into the forest. I would find a nice tree that I can to a full suspension hanging from. I would secure the rope to the tree with a running bow line, and I know where to attach the rope so the tree doesn't break. I will use a hangman's knot as the noose. the shoe tie i have tied to be these self tightening handcuffs.
I will take the empty bottle, fill it half way with rubbing alcohol, half way with bleach, and shake it to make chloroform. I will then wait till sunset so there will be less of a chance of being seen, even though I would be in the middle of the woods in summer when the leaves would cover me.
At dusk, I would put the stool under the tree, take the bottle and shoelace hand cuffs, and step on the stool placing the noose around my neck. I would drink all of the chloroform mixture and then immediately tie my hands behind my back. then I would step off the stool and hang.
Im going to tie my hands behind my back so i cant undo the noose and im drinking chloroform before hand because its a deadly anesthetic. so that in on itself might kill me, but if not it would make the hanging less painful. they used to use it before surgery to put people to sleep but have mover to much safer alternatives where the patient will actually wake up. even if I dont make the chloroform correctly, 8 ounces of rubbing alcohol is deadly and bleach is also not ment to be drinken. and the main method is hanging, the poisoning is just to make me more likely to succeed.
Do you think this would work? do you see any was in which this could go wrong? any suggestions so I die on August 31?
If you want to know my story, here it is Thread 'My story'
My story
The beginning The early years not much happened so ill skip them. girst, my parents got divorced when I was in 2nd grade. I remember my father was putting me to bed and told me that he would be away for a while. I asked if he was going to come back, and he said he didn't know and then just left...
sanctioned-suicide.net
So here is my plan: at this time I would be in college. I would put a foldable stool, rope, empty bottle, shoe lace, bleach, and rubbing alcohol in a bookbag and go deep into the forest. I would find a nice tree that I can to a full suspension hanging from. I would secure the rope to the tree with a running bow line, and I know where to attach the rope so the tree doesn't break. I will use a hangman's knot as the noose. the shoe tie i have tied to be these self tightening handcuffs.
I will take the empty bottle, fill it half way with rubbing alcohol, half way with bleach, and shake it to make chloroform. I will then wait till sunset so there will be less of a chance of being seen, even though I would be in the middle of the woods in summer when the leaves would cover me.
At dusk, I would put the stool under the tree, take the bottle and shoelace hand cuffs, and step on the stool placing the noose around my neck. I would drink all of the chloroform mixture and then immediately tie my hands behind my back. then I would step off the stool and hang.
Im going to tie my hands behind my back so i cant undo the noose and im drinking chloroform before hand because its a deadly anesthetic. so that in on itself might kill me, but if not it would make the hanging less painful. they used to use it before surgery to put people to sleep but have mover to much safer alternatives where the patient will actually wake up. even if I dont make the chloroform correctly, 8 ounces of rubbing alcohol is deadly and bleach is also not ment to be drinken. and the main method is hanging, the poisoning is just to make me more likely to succeed.
Do you think this would work? do you see any was in which this could go wrong? any suggestions so I die on August 31?
