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Suicide Discussion

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tranquilexpiry
When it is your time, where would you like to spend your last minutes?
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12
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592
ApathyToLife
ApathyToLife
ddn.ctb
Do you want more time or less time before you CTB?
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1
Views
314
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Torabol
Discussion Are you scared of no longer existing?
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13
Views
621
ApathyToLife
ApathyToLife
Quiet_Cricket
Venting Don't want to be alive but can't bring myself to make the jump
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0
Views
354
Quiet_Cricket
Quiet_Cricket
bridgeluvr626
Golden Gate officially Sealed Up (Binoculars video)
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7
Views
945
fallintotheshadows
fallintotheshadows
Sunoo
Venting I feel sorry for people who have to look at me
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7
Views
854
IDoNotExist
IDoNotExist
sadclown666
Method would this work? i
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8
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Discussion Friend says if I put as much effort into getting better as I do planning and justifying my death then I would get better
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3
Views
559
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
asian.neet
Tips on maximizing success on partial hanging?
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2
Views
592
HD72
HD72
Lost cherry
Help SN
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0
Views
377
Lost cherry
Lost cherry
Bunnybrains
Dry ice danger to others?
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8
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1K
soleil
S
angel31
Remove partial hanging megathread from suicide resources compilation.
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12
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2K
Praestat_Mori
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iDontKnowWhat
Going to CTB Monday
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7
Views
661
SVEN
SVEN
singularity3
Help Any video or picture of a wel done slip knot?
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4
Views
914
singularity3
singularity3
wildflowers1996
Belief in God
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40
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2K
steppenwolf
steppenwolf
E
Open invitation: pre-CTB last hurrah in Australia. Please join me.
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0
Views
345
exitplease
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tora
goodbye
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44
Views
5K
ayb
ayb
thebookofdisquiet.
ctb countdown · sn
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71
Views
6K
ayb
ayb
thebookofdisquiet.
Final hours • SN
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80
Views
8K
ayb
ayb
offtoseethewizard
Mirtazapine as antiemetic
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0
Views
278
offtoseethewizard
offtoseethewizard
B
M.A.S.H theme played at my birth in the hospital room
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5
Views
431
wait.what
wait.what
owobrooklyn
Method Does anyone know where i might be able to find SN?
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15
Views
2K
Lost cherry
Lost cherry
P
How bad is it to land on a grassy surface? (Jumping)
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3
Views
408
avaruus
avaruus
just_a_guy
  • Question
Destination Suicide
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0
Views
342
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
wastingtime
question about SN mixing time
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7
Views
912
Deleted member 65988
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Chickennoodlesoup
  • Question
Help Can someone help provide a method to CBT?
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4
Views
1K
AgentOrange
AgentOrange
S
I wish I could restart my entire life
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7
Views
654
suicidal flapper
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AgentOrange
I’m trying to sleep
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0
Views
285
AgentOrange
AgentOrange
deadbody
  • Question
Chances of accidental death in your life.
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7
Views
611
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
todienomore
Method Hypermagnesemia - Magnesium Overdose
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22
Views
3K
soleil
S
sibyl101
Is this high enough, or do I need to go higher?
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15
Views
857
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
F
Discussion Intrusive vs accepted ideation.
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8
Views
606
ayb
ayb
SanguineShark
Venting Do you ever wonder what death feels like
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21
Views
1K
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
asian.neet
Alcohol poisoning as suicide attempt?
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9
Views
724
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
wiinterfrost
SN method not possible anymore, i will have to try DWI (scared)
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20
Views
2K
TiredTurtle
TiredTurtle
C
Discussion Any minors on here, how did you find the site and why are you suicidal?
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30
Views
2K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
I
Help
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9
Views
481
imrantahir1208
I
O
Golden Gate Bridge
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45
Views
3K
LastFlowers
LastFlowers
D
Method Hanging advice
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10
Views
2K
randomsomeonein
R
SpaceWaster3000
Best homemade CTB method??
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1
Views
505
avaruus
avaruus
LC188
Help Does anyone know where I could buy SN in the us?
Replies
3
Views
618
bqhh
B
D
Venting Author and Failure
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5
Views
711
DivinusLetum66
D
S
Finalised SN plan for tonight 🕊️
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66
Views
4K
wanttodie
wanttodie
S
Method Public bridge suicide?
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7
Views
1K
sadone2122
S
asian.neet
anyone upper middle class or above? idk just curious
Replies
12
Views
561
Scythe
S
roseleaf
Venting life status?
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1
Views
324
R_N
R_N
C:\
Struggles with passive suicidal ideation
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3
Views
795
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
SmollMushroom
Help Therapist wants to ditch me
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15
Views
881
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
Seered Doom
Venting :)
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2
Views
375
Seered Doom
Seered Doom
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion Would you put off CTB if you magically became a billionaire ? #21
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101
Views
7K
voyager
voyager
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