My unwillingness to live and exhaustion from mental illness. Also who I think was my twin flame left me because he hated being around me because of my apathy.
Searched for sites in DuckDuckGo, found a NYT article, got to know this website name, visited this site, currently planning my CTB so that I can achieve my desired peace once and for all.
Antibiotics/antipsychotic induced Tinnitus.
I got floxed, got insomnia and tendon pains and other stuff and was given mirtazapine so I could sleep. Messed me up even more.
Wish I had all your problems combined instead of this.
I survived so much bullshit already, Bpd and whatnot. Became a much better man, only to end up with tinnitus? Just before I wanted a trip to Korea and Japan and Hong Kong?
Seeing what happened, what they did to my mom when she was near death in the hospital, the non stop invasive tests, and then my kidney stone which was pain like you don't know exists until you experience it. I would rather die than go through either of those things.
Can't put it into one sentence. But the tentacrul video. I came to see if it was as bad as he made it out to be. Wasn't anywhere close as bad and found a great community in the process.
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