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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
It was a very bad day, I was crying and I searched how to die painlessly and boom I'm here
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Mage
Oct 13, 2019
505
Best friend's Mum told me he mentioned this site before he ctb at his funeral.
 
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Bluebunnysky

Member
Jan 15, 2023
70
My life has become a Ferris Wheel of Hell and I want off of the ride.
 
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OrphicEnd

OrphicEnd

ㅤㅤ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎
Aug 24, 2023
236
Learning that 1DPH(chl) = 3DPH(ace) = 0.5DPH and >2g of DPH = uncertain death
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
Watched Tantacruel's video and decided to check the site out, I needed this place very much.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,945
Because I'm tired of existing and I just wish to sleep eternally, only nothingness is appealing.
 
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Majestatea Masiva

Member
Feb 4, 2023
49
Love did me in
 
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totalselfhatred

totalselfhatred

Member
Aug 27, 2023
36
My unwillingness to live and exhaustion from mental illness. Also who I think was my twin flame left me because he hated being around me because of my apathy.
 
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PracheenKaal_00!

Student
Aug 22, 2023
162
Searched for sites in DuckDuckGo, found a NYT article, got to know this website name, visited this site, currently planning my CTB so that I can achieve my desired peace once and for all.
 
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AlwaysAnhedonia

Penchant for excess
Dec 14, 2021
192
To find solace and commiserate with others who experience intense and chronic suffering.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Trauma and general discomfort with life.
 
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ManicNarcissus

ManicNarcissus

life is just a pseudo-sacrosanct perversion
Aug 21, 2023
13
a place to vent without fear
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
Terminally depressed from death of longtime girlfriend
 
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ShadowDancer

Big pharma got to me
Aug 10, 2023
15
Antibiotics/antipsychotic induced Tinnitus.
I got floxed, got insomnia and tendon pains and other stuff and was given mirtazapine so I could sleep. Messed me up even more.

Wish I had all your problems combined instead of this.
I survived so much bullshit already, Bpd and whatnot. Became a much better man, only to end up with tinnitus? Just before I wanted a trip to Korea and Japan and Hong Kong?

**** this.
 
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Moonshinee

Moonshinee

Member
Aug 26, 2023
34
longing for a community where i am freely able to talk about dying, basically.
 
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Generic_Account

Member
Jul 18, 2023
11
degenerative illness
 
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cursedfroyo

New Member
Aug 19, 2020
1
i was raised like i was a burden to others, so much so that it became a self-fulfilling prophecy.
 
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isthisit?

isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
137
Watched encouraging the young to die and realised that was the place for me.
 
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Minsu

Minsu

♀️🏳️‍🌈
Jan 17, 2023
545
Desperation.
 
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HD72

HD72

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
Sep 10, 2023
294
Pain.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Seeing what happened, what they did to my mom when she was near death in the hospital, the non stop invasive tests, and then my kidney stone which was pain like you don't know exists until you experience it. I would rather die than go through either of those things.
 
leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,099
I want to die, might as well talk about it a little and maybe find some information about methods while I'm at it.
 
Square251

Square251

Member
Mar 19, 2023
79
I didn't want to be alone anymore.
 
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Deleted User#81194

Deleted User#81194

Staring into space
May 26, 2023
76
knowledge, best ways to peacefully ctb and sources.
 
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ChampagneSupernova

Member
Sep 29, 2023
67
Can't put it into one sentence. But the tentacrul video. I came to see if it was as bad as he made it out to be. Wasn't anywhere close as bad and found a great community in the process.
 
ARW3N

ARW3N

Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
The fact that it's a pro-choice suicide site.
 
IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
480
What the title says.
I have been dreaming of suicide for 10 years.

Bonus: I have had actual reason to suicide for 4.5 years.

Extra bonus: I have been actively researching to suicide for 1 year, on and off.

Triple kill: I feel as though my time is almost up.
 
notherenotnow

notherenotnow

1111111111
Oct 7, 2023
228
I saw that one video and wanted to know new ways to self harm.
 

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