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Above an abyss - funeral worker
- Sep 14, 2023
- 94
Anybody else meets the requirements to join and contemplates on doing so before its too late?
I always told myself that earlier than 27 is ok but not later if life is still painful, which it is. I hope it gets better for youYeah, but I plan on joining either the 23 or 25 club
May I ask what exactly ails you? And, do you find it to be a relief that you won't have to do it by your own hand?I am 27 in fact the day I was born is 27 too and yeah I wont be here on my 28. Not because of that club (which is a good bonus) But because my body wont survive that long am so tired and my body is just dying. I am almost 10 000 days old funny thing when you think about that, am not even 10K days old and I am already on my death bed. At least I will be -> forever young.
No its not relief, I actually failed one attept to take my life and I plan to CTB myself, but I dont want to I have to. I want to end it by myself before I wont be able to do anything. I live in pain and its at the edge of bearable. My health conditions are just bad I barely eat, I have zero energy and I havent been out of my house almost 3/4 of year. I am just lying on bed and watching movies or listen to music. I can barely eat... every pleasure people have was taken away from me. I dont want to wait until my health problem kills me and live in total misery until then. I rather die sooner but at least with some dignity. I jsut cant imagine myself being one of that people who slowly suffer at their dying bed, for what sake? Just to prolong inevitable? Nah I accepted my fate and I just rather disappear by myself before it gets really really bad for me. Organ failure is not pleasant at all.May I ask what exactly ails you? And, do you find it to be a relief that you won't have to do it by your own hand?
Oops, I meant the 23 or 24 club. 25 is my hard exit point, I don't want to live past 25. And thanks. My life is honestly only getting worse from this point tho, it's going downhill. I think I should probably go soon before things get even worse…I hope things get better for you as wellI always told myself that earlier than 27 is ok but not later if life is still painful, which it is. I hope it gets better for you
If you're not a celebrity, the age you die at has no relevance to anything. Stupid meme tbh.Anybody else meets the requirements to join and contemplates on doing so before its too late?
Just made me think how much of an impact suicides of celebrities have on people that are suicidal... Those younger ones could be the ones that push someone over the edge.If you're not a celebrity, the age you die at has no relevance to anything. Stupid meme tbh.
Just made me think how much of an impact suicides of celebrities have on people that are suicidal... Those younger ones could be the ones that push someone over the edge.