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Suicide Discussion

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CTBookOfLife
  • Poll
What age do you wish you had CTB?
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18
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608
sserafim
sserafim
dragontale14
Is it worth it to check yourself into a psych ward?
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20
Views
885
dragontale14
dragontale14
drownll
I want N so bad
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6
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953
Cheffo
C
obei
Venting Lasted whole 2 days before relapsing
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0
Views
337
obei
obei
E
Here for life
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2
Views
338
Endoflifecomestoall
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P
(Plz read fully) I have made a decision (CTB by SN botched up plan new update thread ; CTB on 30/09/2023):
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93
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8K
PracheenKaal_00!
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O
Venting Therapy is a delusional scam
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35
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2K
OhWellDerp321
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singularity3
Help Best material for partial hang?
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3
Views
586
nicotine_goblin
nicotine_goblin
nicotine_goblin
What do you think about my plan
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13
Views
482
nicotine_goblin
nicotine_goblin
PandaBe
Help How do I tell people that I’m going to die without really telling them?
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11
Views
818
saddavyd
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Obliviate
Method SN ingestion techniques and methods
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71
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5K
Deleted member 65988
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ChronicPain23
Help Exit bag
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2
Views
481
HD72
HD72
february in alaska
Venting thinking about my inner child
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7
Views
476
angel444
angel444
DEATH IS FREEDOM
A father stands by his daughter´s choice to die
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7
Views
842
haibane
haibane
jussrav
What is wrong with people
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9
Views
662
magicwiccan1
M
K
Sn test results
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3
Views
360
cookies
C
cyrokiller
Method Hanging
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1
Views
584
Worndown
Worndown
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Euthanasia for all
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3
Views
596
Bacon and Baseball
B
killme78
  • Question
Discussion Is heroin overdose a good way to ctb?
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5
Views
607
Bacon and Baseball
B
FuneralCry
Venting Existence will always be nothing but suffering.
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1
Views
359
nood11
N
alivefornow
Venting Just a hopeless vent
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4
Views
332
SVEN
SVEN
ddn.ctb
I am going to stream it
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11
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1K
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
Dili
Venting Abusive girlfriend
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19
Views
709
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
Aim
Help Thank you 🤍
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4
Views
464
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Kempel556
  • Question
Getting away from everything
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8
Views
383
Moburin 29
Moburin 29
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Feel like my body is literally just rotting.
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4
Views
456
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DEATH IS FREEDOM
  • Question
Forced to live
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2
Views
320
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
kjfables
Discussion Afterwards
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2
Views
320
avaruus
avaruus
pictures
Should I film me ctb
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10
Views
828
Is0lated
Is0lated
L
I need SN urgently, I'm desperate, I live in a country in the Balkans
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0
Views
266
LastRide77
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JustSomeoneOnline
Venting Im back
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2
Views
376
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
counting-out-time
Discussion Mixing bleach and ammonia method?
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7
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
finishLana
RC opioids, nitazenes
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2
Views
518
finishLana
finishLana
mob
Venting Pushing everyone away
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1
Views
292
tired0zymandias
tired0zymandias
whatsmynameagain2
Really struggling to find a sn source ( uk )
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8
Views
595
stepz
S
protector_iorek
Story CTB because of job loss, poverty, rejection?
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6
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916
tired0zymandias
tired0zymandias
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Deciding not to do it (yet)
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4
Views
355
avaruus
avaruus
disabledlife
You don't have to be disabled to be able to disappear voluntarily!!! Escape before a peaceful CTB.
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2
Views
555
LittleBlackCat
LittleBlackCat
i would like to
Discussion if i kill myself
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1
Views
361
lockedrooftops
lockedrooftops
kvheeo
Venting idk, I just need a break
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3
Views
353
kvheeo
kvheeo
maidens
Venting grieving over the suicide of someone i didn't even know, makes me feel like a prolifer
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13
Views
694
Forever Sleep
F
obei
Venting Totally gonna fck up this recovery
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6
Views
463
obei
obei
I
How to control stress when you want to commit suicide
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37
Views
3K
Cheffo
C
i would like to
Venting they hate me
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0
Views
326
i would like to
i would like to
SolomonKado
Discussion Do you have it in you?
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1
Views
333
Forever Sleep
F
リンさん
Venting “Keep on suffering, because if you choose suicide and die, others will be sad”
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21
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1K
tieiwi
T
FuneralCry
Venting Existence will always be a hopeless curse
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3
Views
388
squirley
squirley
E
Here for life
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0
Views
270
Endoflifecomestoall
E
Mea Culpa
Trying to cut again
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10
Views
451
Mea Culpa
Mea Culpa
looking_for_peace
Discussion has anyone here had a friend who ctb'd?
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24
Views
4K
Rainbow_Jumper
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