krxbs
a bleeding heart </3
- Jan 24, 2023
- 71
Hey all. Sorry in advance if this was discussed before, I checked briefly but I haven't been able to find much info on the forum on this topic and it's really stressing me out right now so I need to ask here until I can reach a pharmacist.
So yesterday, at 1:46 AM, I impulsively took 30mg of metoclopramide and started preparing my SN. 45 minutes later, I still felt normal, but I couldn't bring myself to go through with it, so I threw away my drink and went on to other things.
Around 3:20 AM, I started feeling very intense physical exhaustion. Mentally, I was tired but mostly still there and not quite sleepy; physically, however, I was so tired I could barely even check my phone. This only kept getting worse, to the point where by 3:40 the sedation left me physically knocked out and I could hardly breathe. I'm not kidding; I was breathing so shallowly I was afraid that I would suffocate. Keep in mind that mentally I was alert and terrified, and it was only physically that I felt incapable of any sort of action.
Around 4:06 AM, I regained enough power to check my phone again and start moving around. I tried to sort of walk the rest of the meto exhaustion out of me but it still took some time to let it all out, even with exercise. One of the first things I did after I could move again was flush all my meto down the toilet in angered distress.
My concern is that it's been nearly a full day and a half since then and my breathing is still labored. I don't know if that period of sedation somehow damaged something in my lungs or nerve system because I couldn't breathe, or if these are just stress symptoms because I've been in deep distress recently. I really just want some reassurance that I didn't somehow irreversibly damage my body with fucking meto of all things. I'm pretty sure I'm just stressing myself out, since it's supposed to be harmless (?).
For context, I'm a young adult male weighing ~63kg. I suffer from shortness of breath at times but nothing like this. I take sertraline and liver supplements daily and vitamin D every other day. This is the second time I've experienced these symptoms, and to my memory, I don't think I was taking any of these pills the first time this happened, so I don't think it can be owed to an interaction between them.
Thanks for reading. I'll update if my symptoms alleviate or I learn more about what's going on, in case anyone ever struggles with the same issue.
So yesterday, at 1:46 AM, I impulsively took 30mg of metoclopramide and started preparing my SN. 45 minutes later, I still felt normal, but I couldn't bring myself to go through with it, so I threw away my drink and went on to other things.
Around 3:20 AM, I started feeling very intense physical exhaustion. Mentally, I was tired but mostly still there and not quite sleepy; physically, however, I was so tired I could barely even check my phone. This only kept getting worse, to the point where by 3:40 the sedation left me physically knocked out and I could hardly breathe. I'm not kidding; I was breathing so shallowly I was afraid that I would suffocate. Keep in mind that mentally I was alert and terrified, and it was only physically that I felt incapable of any sort of action.
Around 4:06 AM, I regained enough power to check my phone again and start moving around. I tried to sort of walk the rest of the meto exhaustion out of me but it still took some time to let it all out, even with exercise. One of the first things I did after I could move again was flush all my meto down the toilet in angered distress.
My concern is that it's been nearly a full day and a half since then and my breathing is still labored. I don't know if that period of sedation somehow damaged something in my lungs or nerve system because I couldn't breathe, or if these are just stress symptoms because I've been in deep distress recently. I really just want some reassurance that I didn't somehow irreversibly damage my body with fucking meto of all things. I'm pretty sure I'm just stressing myself out, since it's supposed to be harmless (?).
For context, I'm a young adult male weighing ~63kg. I suffer from shortness of breath at times but nothing like this. I take sertraline and liver supplements daily and vitamin D every other day. This is the second time I've experienced these symptoms, and to my memory, I don't think I was taking any of these pills the first time this happened, so I don't think it can be owed to an interaction between them.
Thanks for reading. I'll update if my symptoms alleviate or I learn more about what's going on, in case anyone ever struggles with the same issue.