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Suicide Discussion

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wakeup.neo
Venting im so tired of being alive
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5
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502
needtodienow
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Venting at the outpatient program my parents used to make me go to all the staff are high.
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0
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175
windowinstaller
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How can you do a partial hanging?
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1
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208
Hollowman
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Popccorn
Help I legit cant find it
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3
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520
Popccorn
Popccorn
I
What is the reason you are suicidal?
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66
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3K
Lycan
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Eden.temp
Venting I hate my roommate, just gotta hold out a little longer
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0
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195
Eden.temp
Eden.temp
starboy2k
here’s a quote Ive seen
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0
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151
starboy2k
starboy2k
fishperson
Why is no one mentioning electricity as a method
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32
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2K
wine is fine but
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L
Venting I just want to die
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5
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365
luna674
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L
Ironic
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0
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146
Lostthefaith
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L
Reasons why
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0
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161
Lostthefaith
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letsnotmakeittoo22
How to make cbt by hanging/ and or jumping feel less scary.
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3
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492
DoomsdayCTB
DoomsdayCTB
Sakura.
It's 3 a.m. One day in the future I will already be dead at this hour.
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4
Views
607
Unlucked
Unlucked
serah
Venting it never changes
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2
Views
632
Feldsparc
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chaoschuckler
Venting I'm envious on sasu users who can express their thoughts easily
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8
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415
wine is fine but
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HopeIess
would you prefer to die or disappear?
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15
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682
princess kitty
princess kitty
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I just... don't know what to do
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8
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908
Feldsparc
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Lextyle
Anesthesia and death
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6
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460
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
X
starting to care less and less how painful it might be
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11
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494
needtodienow
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If 'Ludes were still readily available....
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0
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169
MyMomWasMyLife
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C
Chicago sources
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1
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410
suicidalcatlady
suicidalcatlady
X
i almost accidentally got run over by the train today
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1
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356
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
Venting what I did today
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0
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198
2muchpain2
2muchpain2
A
KN Method Pain?
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0
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246
Adrift
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G
I’m failing at life.
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2
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214
Gorge_5155
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LastDayOnEarth
Do animals know when you want to die?
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3
Views
281
AuraByte
AuraByte
brokenspirited
Venting General thread for my vents about not wanting to live anymore
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87
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5K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
windows7enjoyer
i have been away from this website
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2
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283
windows7enjoyer
windows7enjoyer
narasĐ°nu
Discussion Doing something that gives you hope for living.
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3
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379
needtodienow
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LilGhost
Discussion Things you want to do before you are gone
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8
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638
needtodienow
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H
Why Isn't Nembutal More Popular Today?
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34
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3K
phantasmagoria
phantasmagoria
Serena 2026
Does God exist?
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38
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2K
phantasmagoria
phantasmagoria
K
Getting swept away by the ocean
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6
Views
345
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
Leonard_Bangley39
those bandages are looking really tempting
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3
Views
530
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
R
Help Should you lie on your side or back after taking SN？
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0
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230
ResidualAshes
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  • Poll
CTB with firearm is the most reliable. Change my mind.
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0
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290
hercules0501
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burninghill
Being suicidal and religious
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1
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229
YISDISBAD
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ineedtogetout
I set myself a deadline of 2 weeks
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15
Views
443
hercules0501
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difficvltmachineryy
Knee injury making psh (or any other type of method/hanging) impossible. Also cant tie a rope to save my life
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0
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277
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
3rdworldsadness
I feel violent about myself and I feel like burning myself. I don't want exist in this absolute hell. I am in extreme condition I feel blank......
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2
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297
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
Daisy88_99
Resource SN Protocol: Exploring Weed to Replace Benzos and Metoclopramide
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1
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1K
Daisy88_99
Daisy88_99
Dies Ultima
Are you making plans for your last days before CTB?
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0
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192
Dies Ultima
Dies Ultima
G
Help Can xanax + morphine and alcohol enough to cbt
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1
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353
difficvltmachineryy
difficvltmachineryy
I
Discussion No wonder why people want to die
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20
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1K
needtodienow
N
A
Staying a little longer
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1
Views
229
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
Ghostlights
Not wanting a funeral
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12
Views
780
silentnights56
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chaoschuckler
Help Should I let the windows open?
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4
Views
391
Hollowman
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R
Venting My Venting Thread
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11
Views
925
rollingthunder
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P
  • Question
Is it normal to feel this way?
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3
Views
309
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
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My online "friends" are coming to my town to fuck with me again and I feel like I'm out of options tbh
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4
Views
631
Kanau_Nano
Kanau_Nano
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