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Suicide Discussion

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3/4Dead
Venting Missed my date last year and now I'm thinking about ctb again.
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2
Views
445
3/4Dead
3/4Dead
lovelulu
Discussion Some 'weird' or unique ways you self harm?
Replies
1
Views
258
alivebutnotliving
alivebutnotliving
absolute failure
Venting Embarrassment after my failed attempt/ the aftermath and consequences of surviving
Replies
19
Views
2K
SuicIdiot
SuicIdiot
E
My inaction/procrastination to ctb is further ruining my life.
Replies
4
Views
527
T22222222
T
lovelulu
Discussion Is this form of self harm weird?
Replies
12
Views
863
SuicIdiot
SuicIdiot
fallen.dove
Venting stressing out, driving test and an anxiety disorder
Replies
8
Views
648
ShadowOfASelf
ShadowOfASelf
Norf I Guess
Method Question on a method.
Replies
7
Views
540
Malfunction
Malfunction
babylxlah
Venting Never-ending Emotional Labour
Replies
0
Views
286
babylxlah
babylxlah
northerner
Discussion how did you decide to ctb?
Replies
12
Views
868
glitterpvppy
glitterpvppy
soributton
  • Question
Makeshift rope help
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1
Views
240
glitterpvppy
glitterpvppy
fishperson
is looking for a painless method just an excuse
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21
Views
1K
ShadowOfASelf
ShadowOfASelf
Punpun Onodera
Anyone in the US receive there package from DSL?
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0
Views
194
Punpun Onodera
Punpun Onodera
sulvumnolo
  • Question
Is there any point or justice
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2
Views
328
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
A
Do they let you paralyzed? Failed attempts
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3
Views
356
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
N
I could be accepted into VAD but its not that easy
Replies
8
Views
678
DeathSweetDeath
D
M
NSFW Do you think the girl in this clip died instantly?
Replies
33
Views
3K
Defenestration
Defenestration
mothlover402
Venting I'm done
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3
Views
294
RinneOfAragon
R
violetforever
nothing more of me
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0
Views
285
violetforever
violetforever
B
Help Is it possible to find an affordable and cheap tent that's air tight inside and could trap carbon monoxide from charcoal burning?
Replies
8
Views
698
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
U
I Need to end the suffering
Replies
9
Views
873
urgent
U
ShadowOfASelf
Venting Arguments from friends/family/doctors that you find uncompelling
Replies
9
Views
1K
dragonofenvy
dragonofenvy
bubblebunny
Help How does one deal with intense emotions? How
Replies
4
Views
284
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
Ghostofthepast
Dont know where to go have hit rock bottom
Replies
9
Views
691
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
so-many-failures
Help How do I get the energy to kill myself?
Replies
4
Views
726
PapaYeehaw
PapaYeehaw
FoxSauce
Another long vent
Replies
6
Views
442
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
whatatimetobealive
Discussion being shot point blank while sleeping
Replies
6
Views
486
whatatimetobealive
whatatimetobealive
Derpiee
Can i CTB with a shotgun shell ?
Replies
4
Views
404
Derpiee
Derpiee
Defatigatis
Venting How can people be functional?
Replies
1
Views
331
dragonofenvy
dragonofenvy
_wishforwings
Help Question about background checks when buying a gun
Replies
8
Views
738
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
vivia
Venting Confused, Confused Again
Replies
4
Views
442
wasted19
wasted19
larvicide
hanging myself soon
Replies
5
Views
526
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
dontsaveher
What are the most messed up and/or grossest things you’ve done while being in the trenches of depression?
Replies
7
Views
383
dontsaveher
dontsaveher
U
Discussion CO method tonight or tomorrow
Replies
0
Views
568
UNIQU3
U
LastAcrobat
Story I kinda want someone to notice me.
Replies
6
Views
456
chaewon
chaewon
L
How to end your life intentionally, with self-compassion and peace
Replies
8
Views
770
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
R
Venting Long day
Replies
1
Views
271
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
A
Questions
Replies
3
Views
234
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
spiders.in.my.head
getting reckless
Replies
0
Views
206
spiders.in.my.head
spiders.in.my.head
lanadelreyisgod223
Venting if i were a real girl
Replies
7
Views
605
lanadelreyisgod223
lanadelreyisgod223
v3mp0ir
Life isn’t getting any better
Replies
5
Views
411
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
L
how the fuck do you find the motivation and the courage for suicide?
Replies
40
Views
2K
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
A
Lingo
Replies
2
Views
207
idontknowwhatiam
I
zdeweilx
Is anyone else suffering so much they are getting sudden violent urges ?
Replies
7
Views
371
KlixxFoxe
KlixxFoxe
vyvanceandvodka
Discussion What's the reason you didn't CTB?
Replies
36
Views
2K
T22222222
T
gasforme
Trying to attempt
Replies
3
Views
286
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
so-many-failures
Why is the exploding head feeling bad?
Replies
17
Views
1K
UnoX48
U
Punpun Onodera
Could someone confirm I have the right DSL?
Replies
2
Views
295
Punpun Onodera
Punpun Onodera
doireallywannadie
Discussion Do your s/o care about your sh scars?
Replies
2
Views
335
doireallywannadie
doireallywannadie
Lethargy
When is it my turn to be happy?
Replies
0
Views
214
Lethargy
Lethargy
RosebyAnyName
Help How to wrap things up before CTB (cancelling subscriptions, closing unused accounts, etc.)
Replies
7
Views
688
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
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