I'm afraid of failure. I had a failed attempt with several hundred digoxin tablets and it was terribly painful and I damaged my heart a bit, which made my heart and kidney failure problems worse. If I were absolutely sure that I would die, I would do it immediately, but I'm so afraid of another failure. When I went with Digoxin, I was absolutely sure that I would die, I did it so bravely and decisively. Then it was a big disappointment to wake up in my own vomit. I hope that my SN will work as it should.