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ToTheTwillight

ToTheTwillight

Experienced
May 19, 2023
245
Fear (Now that I got all my SN resources)
 
ItsMeBlank

ItsMeBlank

Binary Dreams.
Jun 6, 2023
22
My previous failure of ctb. Gosh it hurt.
 
bridgegirl

bridgegirl

life on the edge, I guess
Oct 16, 2023
130
Indecision.

Mostly. I mean, it's not quite right to say that, because I've made my decision.

And if I had access to my method and was standing there right at this exact second, I'd for sure do it right now. But whatever.
 
JKFleck

JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
Knowledge (not enough to know which methods are guaranteed instant kill with no pain)
 
Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
I'm afraid of failure. I had a failed attempt with several hundred digoxin tablets and it was terribly painful and I damaged my heart a bit, which made my heart and kidney failure problems worse. If I were absolutely sure that I would die, I would do it immediately, but I'm so afraid of another failure. When I went with Digoxin, I was absolutely sure that I would die, I did it so bravely and decisively. Then it was a big disappointment to wake up in my own vomit. I hope that my SN will work as it should.
 

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