guilt of not reducing any suffering when CTB. it is more valuable to reduce the amount of suffering in this shit hole than to kill myself and waste it. Though it seems I'm not really contributing to much
I've had my attempts in the past but as of now, my family is keeping me alive, mostly my brother. I'm too scared of how they would feel. Also my past attempts were very scary so fear is also holding me back.
Friends (i mean… i love when i see them, but i rarely even get out of my bed, i think they could be (just a little bit) sad if i die, i am always in their shadow but i still like them
I don't think there is something specific that's stopping me from doing it. I'm just waiting for the right time to do it, which will happen sooner or later anyway.
This is a website that has discussions of explicit content that isn't for anyone under the age of 18. If you're under the age of 18, you must discontinue using this site.
This site uses cookies to help personalise content, tailor your experience and to keep you logged in if you register.
By continuing to use this site, you are consenting to our use of cookies.