Shotgun CTB

[sighhh]

Hi guys,

I don't really know what to say except I fucked up, I caved in and bought a shotgun I don't know when I'm going to Ctb but I want to do it right. I don't want to die at all yk but I feel forced in a corner. I'm honestly scared idk what to do or how to do it. I wish I could get some type of help or just something to make Ts feeling go away Im getting choked up writing about Ts tbh. I feel like I've been trying to convince myself to do this for a while but I haven't been able to go through with it. I just stop short because I'm scared of failing or doing the wrong method. I just need guidance in whay to do om one hand if I Ctb I can free but on the other if I don't I'm Just stuck suffering

American Tactical Inc. Nomad Single-Shot Shotgun - 12 Gauge

SKU: ‌4014429‌

 

[k41tlynn]

ctb should be something that feels euphoric and peaceful, if ur all emotional ur not ready. why are you doing it if you said you don't wanna die at all? what is forcing you? also its pretty simple just center of forehead and ur immediately out. but are you even ready?

 

[parabellum_]

wait until its the right moment to do it. maybe you will find the will to live. if not, then ig aim well