mind set

[Ima-username]

i feel like a long time ago i heard something like blue whale challenge where you stay up late, then watch a horror film and do x y and z to get into the mind set to CTB. I dont think this has any real merit or cases of people being pushed to do it. but it makes me think what can i do to get into the mind set to push past any SI to just do it.

currently my method i cutting words into myself to show how much mental pain and torture they put me through, then stay up for 48 hours so i really want to give into the sleep when it happens.
what mind set things help to accept CTB and help bypass my SI. i know i have no choice here its just making sure i get it done when i need

 

[thefirstluminary]

i feel like a long time ago i heard something like blue whale challenge where you stay up late, then watch a horror film and do x y and z to get into the mind set to CTB. I dont think this has any real merit or cases of people being pushed to do it. but it makes me think what can i do to get into the mind set to push past any SI to just do it.

currently my method i cutting words into myself to show how much mental pain and torture they put me through, then stay up for 48 hours so i really want to give into the sleep when it happens.
what mind set things help to accept CTB and help bypass my SI. i know i have no choice here its just making sure i get it done when i need

I don't think the blue whale challenge is real it's just that after the death of Renata Kambolina many other russian teens started this sort of a suicide cult and many started killing themselves one after another after her, her story is very tragic and many took her as symbol of suicide many of those teens when they were about to kill themselves they yelled "nya baka " which translates nya good bye cause that's what was renata final post on vk was