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Captain laser

Captain laser

its too late.
Mar 17, 2026
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i tried talking to my friends about my suicidality, but soon enough i was the one having to comfort them and assure them i wouldnt CTB, it feels like im just constantly having to pretend im fine for everybody, i guess this is why i made an account here anyway.
 
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Phobia_DLW

Phobia_DLW

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May 18, 2026
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I admire your courage to be able to talk to them about his subject, sorry it did not turn out the way you wanted to.
 
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blood...

blood...

hmm ...
May 23, 2026
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i could't bring up the courage to talk to someone about this kind of topic but on this forum i feel somewhat free
don't know if anyone feels similar
 
Captain laser

Captain laser

its too late.
Mar 17, 2026
61
i could't bring up the courage to talk to someone about this kind of topic but on this forum i feel somewhat free
don't know if anyone feels similar
yeah i dont have to switch the conversation to making it about them being worried
 

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