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WallTermite

WallTermite

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Aug 16, 2025
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Why.
 
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AnxiousLife

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Jan 13, 2025
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A lot of people would like to know, I would say :/ also wondering
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, existing truly is just torturous, dreadful suffering and more than anything I just wish I never suffered at all, it's just so terrible how humans impose this existence and cause all this unnecessary suffering and torture as a result, all I want is to permanently cease existing, the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.
 
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Life is quite simple if you know what you want from it; even despite all the psychological and social deviations from the norm, until recently my life had settled into a cozy routine consisting of work and the four walls of my home, where I am alone. For some, such a routine, on the contrary, turns into a struggle-and that is precisely the point: for everyone, difficulties and inner peace in life are purely individual and depend on far too many external and internal factors; very few people are even capable of considering possible ways to overcome these difficulties and find their own inner peace within their emotional states. Some may perceive my text as a repressive psychological lecture, but the point is quite different: you will leave this life in peace, without inner pain or a gnawing emptiness, or at least with the conviction that you did everything you could.
 
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kosameAmagai

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Apr 25, 2022
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assuming you are not struggling with the basics like getting food, its basically because of feelings, social norms, hope and nostalgia.
if we had never experienced the feelings we did when we were kids, if we were always feeling numb and indifferent like we do when we take anti depressants, if we didnt had hopes that would just be crushed under the soles of our feet, i think life would be easier, but at the same time a lot more boring, thats just how i view it.
 
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I don't know. It's a fight for survival. I didn't think it was. I thought it was a civilized society. I was a fool. Every day is a challenge. Maybe it's not if you're lucky enough to be born rich but for the rest of us it's terror. Then many of us have had bad luck. Bad things happen to make it worse.

I don't get it. Not sure why we're here now
 
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