Venting i hate being ignored

[c4di]

whenever i try to express the way i feel, or when its obvious things aren't going so well, i keep expecting people to actually try talking to me or say something and help with things i talk about but i only get deflection, an apathetic short awnser, insults, or get completely ignored. it really frustrates me because its impossible for someone to do everything on their own but every time i try to get advice i get none. even if it's something as pathetic as online posts it makes me feel worse, i dont have anyone irl who'd care about anything to do with me so to get the same treatment online makes me feel like there's something wrong with me. just what is it about me that makes it so hard for people to give me the same level of attention they give others? i dont ask for much either im not asking for people to be there for me 24/7 i ask the bare minimum of what the people i go to are supposed to do but i get ignored nonetheless. idk if this is just how things are for everyone or if im really not meant to have anything

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Whenever I'm at my absolute lowest and need someone to be there for me more than anything I'm always left completely alone. At the end of the day you are the only person you truly have, I've had to learn that the hard way. I know it sounds easier said than done but you have to be the one that to drag yourself out of your suffering. Because as much as you hope for it no one else truly can. It definitely isn't easy, but it also isn't impossible. You just have to believe in yourself, and just know that I believe in you.

 

[Wojaczek]

being human is so retarded

 

[c4di]

Whenever I'm at my absolute lowest and need someone to be there for me more than anything I'm always left completely alone. At the end of the day you are the only person you truly have, I've had to learn that the hard way. I know it sounds easier said than done but you have to be the one that to drag yourself out of your suffering. Because as much as you hope for it no one else truly can. It definitely isn't easy, but it also isn't impossible. You just have to believe in yourself, and just know that I believe in you.

i know that and that's how i live whether i like it or not, but i dont want someone to fix me or anything, i just wish i could get an actual response when i talk to people