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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Time To Go Sub is a joke
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12
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6K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
offtoseethewizard
Anyone here got HPPD?
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11
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941
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
zombiegirl
who wants to document my SN attempt :3
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25
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2K
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
A
Venting can't afford food anymore
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6
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765
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
FuneralCry
Venting It’s repulsive to push the idea that suicidal people need “help”
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3
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539
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
A
Venting Not being someone’s first choice
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1
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437
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Tricondyla ledouxi
Do you need to read the PPH if you want to go with SN or is Stan’s guide enough? Because I don’t have access to the PPH.
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7
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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Where can i get SCBA or EEBD in the US? Money is no issue
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4
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635
Tears in Rain
Tears in Rain
MiMif
  • Poll
Discussion Main reason for desire to ctb) Do you hate yourself, hate the world, or both?
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62
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3K
It'sMyLife
It'sMyLife
EtterathButterfly
Not mentally prepared
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3
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301
EtterathButterfly
EtterathButterfly
notindanger
My friend said that ss is the same as wpd.
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30
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2K
zanahori
zanahori
Theforeverblind
Need some advice about sh
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0
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269
Theforeverblind
Theforeverblind
BlazingBob
How many others have extreme, can't function, can't get out of bed, debilitating level depression?
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2
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401
huphup
huphup
starrchaoz
Would jumping from 55 ft (17 m) be enough to ctb?
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3
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549
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
elliestxttoo
Help before i CTB should i leave my boyfriend?
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5
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836
Argo
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Venting Scared
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2
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390
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
sincerely dead
Does part of you suspect Matthew Perry took his own life?
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11
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2K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
wizardsrulee
Help should i just already do it or should i talk to someone?
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8
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644
kishka
kishka
WhenTheyCry
Went to a psych ward so now I'm banned from owning guns, how convenient right?
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15
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1K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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I never found love and i would like to be loved before i go
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54
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2K
Argo
A
sanlcx
  • Locked
Just downed all the meds for SN... Now the actual SN is all there's left! in 20ish minutes
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23
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2K
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
SketchedOut
Story i just managed to make my psych prescribe metoclopramide to me
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3
Views
573
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
elliestxttoo
Venting why is my mom always punishing me and hitting me”
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12
Views
664
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
fairyspine
What is the best method of committing suicide with a belt?
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0
Views
311
fairyspine
fairyspine
Dara Argith
Wish i was dead
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4
Views
392
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
J
Venting I have not been able to sleep for like years
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16
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880
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
struggles_inc
Discussion Your take on psychology/psychiatry?
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63
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3K
DepressedChemMajor
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Ducksauce6
CTB with IV Lidocaine/Buprvicane?
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3
Views
744
DepressedChemMajor
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FuneralCry
Venting People should never have the right to tell others not to ctb
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6
Views
647
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
D
Method Lidocaine IV and Lorazepam
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5
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886
DepressedChemMajor
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M30W
When did you become comfortable with death / what made you realize death was a good thing
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48
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2K
Deleted member 65988
D
E
I've sealed my fate
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11
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695
february in alaska
february in alaska
cats333
Discussion people who think ctb should be accessible,
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20
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970
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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Venting Just measured and poured some SN into a bottle. Just one though and it was scary
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8
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765
Deleted member 65988
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Anybody know reliable SN source?
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1
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342
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
D
How are you going to deal w family?
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10
Views
476
Praestat_Mori
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FuneralCry
Venting Feels like everywhere is so pro-life
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8
Views
837
raindrops
raindrops
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What can I buy to use as an anchor for full suspension?
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0
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276
fire12362
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All I've ever wanted was to be loved, and it really seems like I was cursed to never be able to have that.
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10
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717
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Ambivalent1
How can one know for sure that their situation is hopeless and will continue indefinitely?
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14
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732
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
R
"Snap out of your depression and hopelessness"
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15
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589
rozeske
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not4us
Why you wanna die? (concise answer)
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337
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26K
ChiseHatori
ChiseHatori
thelazybones
Shoelace method im desperate
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6
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1K
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Archness
Venting Indifference
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2
Views
311
almaPerdida
almaPerdida
Adûnâi
Venting I've lost my 4th Discord account
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0
Views
505
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
annointed_towers
Is 17 floors high enough for jumping?
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6
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819
Gonnerr
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Oblivion
Failed to get any meds
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4
Views
562
new2blue
new2blue
IchijouRirika
Venting May this year be my last
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6
Views
371
Return2themoonlight
Return2themoonlight
Versailles
  • Poll
Discussion Emotional instability and friends - #1
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11
Views
915
koro
koro
underthedatetree
To people who have had depression since early life
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14
Views
888
oneeyed
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