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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
assistedsuicidelove
Resource Assisted suicide is illegal in California? But anyone who’d like to tell me some successful stories of CTB. That’s okay right? I’m in San Diego, CA.
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13
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5K
Shananaginns
Shananaginns
xCharismatix
I want out.
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12
Views
764
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
woofwag
I wanna do it rn so bad
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4
Views
518
woofwag
woofwag
T
Child abuse and suicidal ideation
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8
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742
Thia
Thia
fleshgarden
  • Question
Discussion do you want to die because of a bad decision you've made?
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33
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1K
violetforever
violetforever
Shananaginns
Health insurance is a joke!
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1
Views
185
sweetdrowning
sweetdrowning
InsomniacPhantom
Help How to get out from psych ward
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4
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513
fallen.dove
fallen.dove
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Question for knot experts!
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0
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506
ifihadnever
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SchizoPolyGymnast
Started a YouTube channel, already have trolls
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20
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1K
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
If AI takes my job I'll end it
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7
Views
491
ForestGhost
ForestGhost
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Drunk people freezing to death on their way back from the bar
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20
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1K
Exhausted546
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clicktokill
Venting First time advice
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6
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582
hailspark
hailspark
un.exist
Dead end
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1
Views
210
doomedbynarrative
doomedbynarrative
cat0boy
Method i want to be gone by tonight
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15
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1K
darksouls
darksouls
thetruetato
Method I feel really fucking stupid for not realizing this
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0
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456
thetruetato
thetruetato
musingsofaghost
Venting i wish i wasn’t such a screw up
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3
Views
399
Karrikin
Karrikin
Androgynous
Discussion Too much to let go, not enough to keep going.
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3
Views
279
sealsarecute
sealsarecute
KattinKai!
Venting Why haven't I killed myself yet
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4
Views
515
KattinKai!
KattinKai!
lovelulu
Discussion i feel the need to do impulsive things
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0
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166
lovelulu
lovelulu
Nocturna666
Discussion Your tips on ctb with inert gas
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4
Views
562
DeathSweetDeath
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born2win
This week ill be gone, im sharing my short note that I will leave as to reason of CTB
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4
Views
680
darksouls
darksouls
rkk3
was going to
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0
Views
196
rkk3
rkk3
Bootleg Astolfo
Panic attack that came with sewing instructions
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0
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228
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
3FailedAttemptss
  • Locked
urgent! what do i do?? ctb????
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7
Views
782
kufajoy
kufajoy
HansaNull
My first «attempt»
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6
Views
597
doomedbynarrative
doomedbynarrative
FadingSnowFake
Story Had a dream with the death angel
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6
Views
516
doomedbynarrative
doomedbynarrative
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Discussion Afterlife
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5
Views
534
Ligottian
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joegoes100
  • Question
Help Painkillers before ctb?
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4
Views
499
joegoes100
joegoes100
joegoes100
Venting I can’t even be honest with my self
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4
Views
526
joegoes100
joegoes100
hopelessghost
Venting having ana and being forced to eat
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6
Views
549
DeathSweetDeath
D
Nocturna666
Discussion Scuba mask seal issues
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0
Views
265
Nocturna666
Nocturna666
R
I have tried to CTB before and i want to again but I don't want it to fail again.
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8
Views
666
ritahaddad
R
snowee
Venting drug addiction sucks
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8
Views
755
SufferingNSilence
SufferingNSilence
link182
defining grotesque
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2
Views
361
link182
link182
T
Venting What if
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0
Views
274
the_world_is_on_fir
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crybaby671
Method methadone method
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13
Views
991
Shananaginns
Shananaginns
3FailedAttemptss
Venting I cancelled my SN order because of him, and now I'm scared because he is my only reason to stay.
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5
Views
805
webb&flow
webb&flow
peacefulnights
SN anti-nausea med?
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7
Views
695
carfemtanyl
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phem___
litteraly just losing weight, i dont care if its healthy, ethical, please tell me the strats
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9
Views
611
WrathfulGloom32
WrathfulGloom32
Karrikin
Venting Lost a friend.
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0
Views
217
Karrikin
Karrikin
D
Will Promethazine OD be successful?
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6
Views
354
Arvayn
Arvayn
lovelulu
Discussion I care for this boy, but does he?
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5
Views
602
Karrikin
Karrikin
Schnipsel
Freezing as a CBT method
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9
Views
497
Exhausted546
E
Avril
If you could spend time with any famous suicided person, who would it be?
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18
Views
675
PI3.14
PI3.14
H
Sn/Kn. Uk
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7
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651
CGN83
CGN83
Crematoryy
Weekends: the day when girlfriends and boyfriends visit each other at home, while I invariably remain alone
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6
Views
369
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
cyanidekitty
Venting people in general
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6
Views
600
cyanidekitty
cyanidekitty
Ilovemycats
  • Question
Venting Feeling apathetic towards everything lately
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3
Views
397
gravestone
gravestone
B
My Story — There is no f***ing light at the end of the f***ing tunnel.
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2
Views
481
bellaisdonewithlife
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S
Venting Some youtube suicide channels?
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0
Views
207
Sadbanana
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