Im alive after ingesting 20g of SN

[TimetoGo!]

That is indeed a great method. Have heard a lot of good things about it. Good luck!

It's complicated so need more knowledge as simply cant fail

 

[DarkRose]

It's complicated so need more knowledge as simply cant fail

You don't have to make it too complicated. The idea is just to replace your oxygen with an inert gas. There's loads of ways to do this.

 

[Mocon33]

I would say this to anybody worried it won't work
There's always that chance even throwing yourself in front of a train or of a building or shooting yourself in the head isn't 100 percent and there about the best odds of working and there's still a very small chance you can survive there's not a 100 percent guaranteed method when doing this without a professional but there's methods that are almost guaranteed
Sn kills alot of people in the uk I've heard people using this method alot and it worked so it's probably the best chance at a peaceful method there is

Most of the major methods are reliable if done properly.

Put a 12 gauge shotgun into your mouth pointed at your brainstem and pull both triggers and you are definitely outa here.

Jumping off a 300 foot cliff or building onto a flat surface does it too.

Taking SN according to the procedure, including the backup dose, always seems to work as well, the failures always seem to involve deviations from the procedure.

 

[jessisme]

Thank you for the read. What happens if you pass out and throw up in your sleep and can't drink the second glass because you're out?

I don't think the tums messed anything up. I don't think you did anything wrong to be honest. I pray this doesn't happen to me because I will be drinking mine in a few weeks. You've been through hell on earth and I hope things get better for you. How awful to wake up back in this world, and to be as sick as you were no less. It's a cruel joke. I hope you're feeling better.

What happens if you throw up while you are unconscious and begin to choke on your own vomit. So many what ifs, ugh.

 

[Judy Garland]

What happens if you throw up while you are unconscious and begin to choke on your own vomit. So many what ifs, ugh.

Then I hope my neighbors don't hear me otherwise I'm fucked.

 

[Mofreeko]

What happens if you throw up while you are unconscious and begin to choke on your own vomit. So many what ifs, ugh.

Oh no you might die.

 

[Zegers]

Sometimes I think that Philip Nietzcke is a quack who doesn't know what he's talking about

Dr. Nitschke is a physicist. I trust the PPEH more than a (supposedly) botched attempt.

 

[leeloosnow]

I've been drinking OJ all morning. I took vitamins too.

Good! If you're recovering from sn toxicity then vitamin C is a good daily regimen- but I'm not doctor. I hope all is well for you leggie!

 

[MentalStefan]

I'm so sorry you had to go through this hellish shit... Same thing happened to me ~1 year ago. I also took 20 g of SN and survived. I was vomiting whole night, my lips and fingers were completely blue, got an awful headache and the most intense stress ever. Moreover my right leg started to hurt so fucking badly. It was horrible. I've even made a thread here on SS about that event, unfortunately I am not able to find it quickly. If you want, I can search for it.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

They didn't follow the protocol correctly, and didn't take the second glass of sn. Not to mention, they spaced out their sn intake.

Please don't refer to me as a "they".
Theres only 2 genders. That's offensive to me. I have a vagina. So that means I am a female, a woman.
For me, it wasn't a painful and quick method. It doesn't work for everyone. I think I'm more depressed now. I'm not mentally handling life as well as I did before the failed attempt. The daily abusive/harassment is what caused this. I've been crying every night since the failure. I'm back where I started. I told my spouse to please not be toxic or anything today. It seemed to be a lot worse today. I'm really tired of the fucking bullshit. I'm such a fucking failure. I've failed at life and failed at death too? At this point, a gun seems to be the best bet. I'll probably fuck that up too somehow

 

[lilin]

I'm so sorry you had to go through this hellish shit... Same thing happened to me ~1 year ago. I also took 20 g of SN and survived. I was vomiting whole night, my lips and fingers were completely blue, got an awful headache and the most intense stress ever. Moreover my right leg started to hurt so fucking badly. It was horrible. I've even made a thread here on SS about that event, unfortunately I am not able to find it quickly. If you want, I can search for it.

Did you take antiemetic?

 

[heavyeyes]

This whole thread scares me because SN is going to be my method. Now I'm scared it might not actually work.

EDIT: I forgot to add I also got my SN from PC. Maybe this particular SN isn't effective and I need to source from somewhere else?

 

[MentalStefan]

Did you take antiemetic?

No, I did not. I couldn't gain necessary antiemetics so I decided to try a method with 2 glasses of SN. I even prepared 3rd glass just in case. I followed the standard regime but without taking antiemetics. My most glaring mistakes were: putting the second glass of SN in a hard to reach place so I couldn't even grab it after first vomitting and ... drinking a few shots of booze. As it turned out that booze was the most terrible mistake which directly caused the failure of my attempt and my hours-long suffering. After 10 minutes after drinking first glass of SN I was in agony - I had blurred vision, I rolled over constantly, peed myself, vomitted 6-7 times a hour. After a week, however, I recovered completely.

 

[lilin]

No, I did not. I couldn't gain necessary antiemetics so I decided to try a method with 2 glasses of SN. I even prepared 3rd glass just in case. I followed the standard regime but without taking antiemetics. My most glaring mistakes were: putting the second glass of SN in a hard to reach place so I couldn't even grab it after first vomitting and ... drinking a few shots of booze. As it turned out that booze was the most terrible mistake which directly caused the failure of my attempt and my hours-long suffering. After 10 minutes after drinking first glass of SN I was in agony - I had blurred vision, I rolled over constantly, peed myself, vomitted 6-7 times a hour. After a week, however, I recovered completely.

What a terrible experience, I'm sorry you had to go through it

 

[deathissosad]

For me, it wasn't a painful and quick method. It doesn't work for everyone.

Wasnt painful?!? This was a typo i assume? I mean if it isnt quick but painless i can deal w that

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Please don't refer to me as a "they".
Theres only 2 genders. That's offensive to me. I have a vagina. So that means I am a female, a woman.
For me, it wasn't a painful and quick method. It doesn't work for everyone. I think I'm more depressed now. I'm not mentally handling life as well as I did before the failed attempt. The daily abusive/harassment is what caused this. I've been crying every night since the failure. I'm back where I started. I told my spouse to please not be toxic or anything today. It seemed to be a lot worse today. I'm really tired of the fucking bullshit. I'm such a fucking failure. I've failed at life and failed at death too? At this point, a gun seems to be the best bet. I'll probably fuck that up too somehow

Saying there's only 2 genders is very transphobic of you. There are some people who identify as "they" and would take great offense to that, and you talk about yourself taking offense to it? Sometimes we refer to people by "they" when we aren't sure what their preferred pronouns are, rather than imply there is other genders than male and female.

Not only are you giving out inconsistent information (thereby getting a few imbeciles on this thread to doubt sn), but you are also making transphobic remarks on a forum that is full of LGBTQ people. I am sorry that not everyone can be born cis like you and live in their own little bubble.

Also, thank you for rubbing in that you are a "woman" and have a "vagina" to someone who is very dysphoric and even has it in their/his signature that he wants to CTB because of it. You aren't very considerate are you? Yeah, I totally didn't want to fucking off myself after reading that...

Pro tip to hopefully make you socially aware next time. Maybe have some fucking compassion for people who are dysphoric and trans, instead of rubbing in the fact that you are "cis" and born what the person you're replying to wishes they were.

Also for the people on this thread who are letting the OP scaremonger them out of sn, maybe do some of your own research in other threads, like the sn mega thread for instance. You might learn that sn fails if a. you are found b. you call for help c. you don't fast and/or you don't take the second cup in case you vomit. It has a high success rate, with very little if any cases of permanent injury.

Also, fyi, calling someone "they" is how we refer to someone when we don't assume their gender OR we use proper English to refer to someone in the third person. It's pretty basic from the 14th century and kinda astonishing that someone who has "intelligent" in their name didn't even know that. Doesn't make you seem very intelligent at all.

 

[Papilio_polyxenes]

(Full disclosure - SN is my intended backup method.)

It is important to remember that no route to CTB is 100% painless or guaranteed to be successful. Reminding people that worst case scenarios exist isn't "scaremongering." OP is understandably emotional after suffering a traumatic experience.

Let's just be thankful that the "cost" of a failed SN attempt is only a traumatic experience rather than an irreversible disability. It's a shame thread has devolved into petty arguments/transphobia.

I'd really like to understand what went wrong if OP followed the steps. I may not even have an antiemetic because I'd need insurance to doctor shop for meto.

 

[Lucilius]

Also, fyi, calling someone "they" is how we refer to someone when we don't assume..

When we don't assume their gender or we assume it but don't want to give it away in order to avoid bias, protect someone's anonymity or some other reason.
In any case, many things are hard, not just being female.

The daily abusive/harassment is what caused this.

Abuse? Harassment? How come haven't you gotten away from the abuse and the harassment by now?

 

[IntelligentLeg]

When we don't assume their gender or we assume it but don't want to give it away in order to avoid bias, protect someone's anonymity or some other reason.
In any case, many things are hard, not just being female.


Abuse? Harassment? How come haven't you gotten away from the abuse and the harassment by now?

Asking someone why they haven't gotten away from abuse is like telling someone to stop being depressed

 

[Lucilius]

Asking someone why they haven't gotten away from abuse is like telling someone to stop being depressed

No, it is not. Because whether you can get away from the abuse or not is a fact about the world at large and while you are probably the greatest expert on your own psychology and even as an expert you might be unable to affect your mood, it is much easier to miss something about the world someone else might not.
Maybe you need money and could use a gofundme, but never felt that sort of thing would work, idk.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

No, it is not. Because whether you can get away from the abuse or not is a fact about the world at large and while you are probably the greatest expert on your own psychology and even as an expert you might be unable to affect your mood, it is much easier to miss something about the world someone else might not.
Maybe you need money and could use a gofundme, but never felt that sort of thing would work, idk.

Actually, yes it is pretty much the same thing. You really think having money would fix someone being in a DV relationship. No, it doesn't. Most people in DV relationships have a TRUAMA BOND. Do your research.

 

[abcd37477337]

Get well soon! This is terrifying though

 

[Lucilius]

Actually, yes it is pretty much the same thing. You really think having money would fix someone being in a DV relationship. No, it doesn't. Most people in DV relationships have a TRUAMA BOND. Do your research.

Most people have a very strong survival instinct too, which apparently you have no difficulties overcoming. Not to mention that if you were really that trauma bonded you wouldn't tolerate the idea of hurting the your abuser by self deleting. But whatever... Good luck.

 

[UKscotty]

Wtf has gender got to do with it, this is a suicide forum not tinder. the original OP clearly screwed up here.

They didn't follow the clear cut process.

However aside from that, SN is a very unreliable and slow method.

 

[hi123456789]

This whole thread scares me because SN is going to be my method. Now I'm scared it might not actually work.

EDIT: I forgot to add I also got my SN from PC. Maybe this particular SN isn't effective and I need to source from somewhere else?

What is pc? Is it a webside? I can't find anything online.

 

[PainAndSadness]

Actually, yes it is pretty much the same thing. You really think having money would fix someone being in a DV relationship. No, it doesn't. Most people in DV relationships have a TRUAMA BOND. Do your research.

Did you do a blood test on your SN before taking it?

 

[Forever Sleep]

Did you do a blood test on your SN before taking it?

Yeah, she replied to @Doom earlier in the thread that she had done the blood test. Sounded horrible. Hope she has fully recovered now.

 

[nozomu]

Did OP take benzos

 

[PainAndSadness]

Yeah, she replied to @Doom earlier in the thread that she had done the blood test. Sounded horrible. Hope she has fully recovered now.

Seems very implausible to not die after taking so much and it was apparently 100% nitrite and you stuck by the regime and weren't hospitalised for hours, that's like decapitating yourself and saying you survived

 

[WorthlessTrash]

People still not realizing that she changed her story several times through out the thread and didn't take the second glass after she vomited......

This person far from deserves sympathy. Not to mention she is an ignorant transphobe.