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Suizident

Student
Aug 7, 2025
104
I'm so sorry- this sounds terrifying.

I did see your posts yesterday and I think many of us thought you had succeeded. Please ignore me if you don't feel up to answering questions. I don't mean to sound insensitive- it's just that posts like this are very concerning to those of us considering this method...

I remember you posting you had sipped the 30mg SN in 60ml water at 9am- saying it hadn't burnt your throat. Then drank half the mix at 10am and started feeling the effects. Was it then 4am this morning that you drank the rest of it with all these horrendous symptoms or did it just not kick in till then? Sorry to question so hard. I guess all of us just try to work out why the substance failed when it does. I know nitrite turns into nitrate overtime when exposed to the air (and water I guess.) I've never really known how quickly this happens though. I wonder if that's what happened.

Anyway, I'm so sorry again that you have suffered like this. I hope you make a speedy recovery with no more repurcusions.

Hmm, am I understanding this correctly:

The oral intake of the SN began at 9 a.m. and lasted until 4 a.m. the next morning???

So the SN was taken orally over a period of 19 hours???

If I understood correctly:

Maybe that's the reason it didn't work? After all, the idea behind SN is that the body is briefly flooded with a massive amount of nitrite—more than it can handle at once.

As far as I know, this is also why only a small amount of water is taken: because the concentration of nitrite in the liquid is very high.

If I've misunderstood: What would be the case then???

Because if the blood test worked, the purity of the SN should actually have been high enough.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,351
Hmm, am I understanding this correctly:

The oral intake of the SN began at 9 a.m. and lasted until 4 a.m. the next morning???

So the SN was taken orally over a period of 19 hours???

If I understood correctly:

Maybe that's the reason it didn't work? After all, the idea behind SN is that the body is briefly flooded with a massive amount of nitrite—more than it can handle at once.

As far as I know, this is also why only a small amount of water is taken: because the concentration of nitrite in the liquid is very high.

If I've misunderstood: What would be the case then???

Because if the blood test worked, the purity of the SN should actually have been high enough.

I really don't remember- this thread was posted 3 years ago. I'm not sure if the OP is even on the site anymore.

But- I would advise reading through the whole thread. I can't really remember whether it was established why the attempt likely failed.
 

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