Im alive after ingesting 20g of SN

[SFB123]

I fasted for 12 hours. That should have been okay. Yeah I'm taking tylonel, chugging OJ and taking vitamins.

Failing sucks I've failed at partial suspension hanging and now this. It's like why can't I just die already? The SN was from PC. I bought it October 28th

I bought it from PC. Others here said that is, in fact, the realy deal.

Hi, first I wanted to say I'm so sorry for your experience. Also I have never heard of PC before, are you sure it's called PC and not something else?

 

[almaranthine]

When I first read this post, I was horrified and really started to question the method, as I have also chosen SN. Now that we collectively have some more details, I am starting to put together what happened here... somewhat.
As far as what antiemetics OP took and what dosage or regimen was followed, she hasn't clarified.

She says she fasted for 12 hrs but was that 12hrs before she took the first sip at 9am? Also, she says she finished half the 30g glass (approx 15g) at around 10am... so what happened in the time space between that glass and the one she ended up taking later at night, technically the next morning at 4am?

IntelligentLeg, I apologize if I am misunderstanding the time frame here. I hope you begin to feel better and I am sorry you suffered through this attempt. I also hope you do not feel berated by questions here. Since this is such a popular method, many are concerned. However, it sounds like due to sipping the first cup (about 15g) you were able to keep the mixture down... did you then pass out after taking the first glass? Then wake up at 4am the next day essentially and try to take the 20g glass, which then caused you to vomit, etc? It could be because of the spacing out of dosages, and because you puked most of the second glass up, that there was simply not enough SN ingested at one time to be fatal for you. Again, I am so sorry you were in such pain and experienced these nightmarish symptoms.

 

[makethepainstop]

Data request here:
#1. Body weight of subject
#2. Stomach contents/ fasting time
#3. Purity of SN used
#4. Foods and liquids ingested 24 hours prior to attempt
#5. All medications, prescriptions, vitamins and over the counter meds ingested 24 yours prior to attempt
#6. Any non conventional health or genetic conditions.
It is possible that any or all of the above conditions and or traits could have interfered with the success of this event.

 

[Wunderkind]

With all due respect, am I the only one skeptical about this thread? I don't want to offend anyone, forgive me

 

[almaranthine]

PC is 99% purity, technical grade SN for anyone wondering

 

[Jarni]

Maybe the fact of sipping gave enough time to the restorative enzyme methemoglobin reductase to act. And SN was not able to overwhelm it with this timing.
NB: the screenshot below is from the OLD version of PPH.

 

[Mofreeko]

With all due respect, am I the only one skeptical about this thread? I don't want to offend anyone, forgive me

You're definitely not the only one...

 

[Wunderkind]

You're definitely not the only one...

There are a number of inconsistencies. I'm not an expert by any means. I just read different threads, but from this user everything looks more like a horror story. Forgive me... But I can't be silent

 

[Jarni]

There are a number of inconsistencies. I'm not an expert by any means. I just read different threads, but from this user everything looks more like a horror story. Forgive me... But I can't be silent

This story remembers a little bit this one from 2020: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/today-is-the-day-sn.45752/
The person there vomited instantly, this was the cause of the fail there.

 

[Mofreeko]

This story remembers a little bit this one from 2020: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/today-is-the-day-sn.45752/
The person there vomited instantly, this was the cause of the fail there.

Can we maybe, just *maybe* entertain the idea that OP isn't telling us the full story here?

 

[Wunderkind]

Can we maybe, just *maybe* entertain the idea that OP isn't telling us the full story here?

Post supposedly your photo in this thread and not write all the details? Where is the logic?
Post in thread 'Im alive after ingesting 20g of SN' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-alive-after-ingesting-20g-of-sn.105150/post-1805399

 

[Mofreeko]

Post supposedly your photo in this thread and not write all the details? Where is the logic?
Post in thread 'Im alive after ingesting 20g of SN' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-alive-after-ingesting-20g-of-sn.105150/post-1805399

It takes very little sn to get cyanosis. You can take 1 gram or less and still have your lips and nailbeds to turn blue.

 

[CTB Dream]

Vry sorry hqppen suffer, other hand people take less sn die

 

[Wunderkind]

It takes very little sn to get cyanosis. You can take 1 gram or less and still have your lips and nailbeds to turn blue.

I do not like when they do not finish speaking as the author of the thread. Lots of confusion. This is how you can slander a person. But honestly, I do not believe in such a difficult experience as described in the first post. But this is my subjective opinion, I can be wrong and wrong. Forgive me

 

[deathissosad]

You said you drank half of a 30 grams cup, then made a 20 grams cup and drank it. So how much did you actually take?

Curious on this as well. OP seems kinda reluctant to say

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Look, I'm not going to sit here and answer every single little question. You feel the need to slander, thats on you. Next time I'll live stream it for you, ha ha not. I just wanted to share my personal experience. You do you buddy.

 

[gomenasai]

OP are you well now? No more blue skin?

 

[Wunderkind]

Look, I'm not going to sit here and answer every single little question. You feel the need to slander, thats on you. Next time I'll live stream it for you, ha ha not. I just wanted to share my personal experience. You do you buddy.

When can we expect the broadcast? You previously wrote that you will no longer touch SN

 

[Mofreeko]

Look, I'm not going to sit here and answer every single little question. You feel the need to slander, thats on you. Next time I'll live stream it for you, ha ha not. I just wanted to share my personal experience. You do you buddy.

Look, you can't post a horrific failure thread for a method that a lot of people are planning to use and just refuse to elaborate on the conflicting info you've provided. It makes you look extremely sketchy.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

OP are you well now? No more blue skin?

Just a headache. My nails and lips are back to normal

 

[Wunderkind]

I'm going to pass on the SN. Never again for me. I didn't work when it really should have. It has worked for others and probably will continue to work well for other people. I wasn't one of them unfortunately. Also, my whole body hurts like hell. So both mental and physical pain.

Now you're writing a live broadcast.... OMG

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Just a headache. My nails and lips are back to normal

 

[Jarni]

Just a headache. My nails and lips are back to normal

Glad for you! So your body does not hurt anymore? (only headache..)

 

[Wunderkind]

@IntelligentLeg Forgive me for my rude answers and do not hold evil. Hope for understanding. I just have a lot of questions and no answers

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Glad for you! So your body does not hurt anymore? (only headache..)

My tummy from the dry heaving hurts. I'm okay thanks

 

[CrappyMJ]

Look, I'm not going to sit here and answer every single little question. You feel the need to slander, thats on you. Next time I'll live stream it for you, ha ha not. I just wanted to share my personal experience. You do you buddy.

When you blatantly avoid any question about dosage etc. it does seem a bit weird, hope you can understand that

 

[deathissosad]

It takes very little sn to get cyanosis. You can take 1 gram or less and still have your lips and nailbeds to turn blue.

Im sorry to say but as well as how fast her lips and nails turned back to normal something definetly isnt adding up. Sorry to OP if she feels slandered but shes answered all questions except for ones that are contradictory to her story. I do believe she is suffering but i dont believe the full story here.

 

[Judy Garland]

This makes me very scared. I plan to take my SN in a few weeks and I am very afraid of failure and the illness that comes with failure. I can't be in this life anymore. I just can't. I'm so scared now.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like the OP went through a horrific experience so maybe others should stop being so disrespectful. Nobody has to answer loads of questions or share loads of details, to expect someone to do that is incredibly selfish. I bet none of you would feel like doing that if you went through an experience like what the OP went through today. It's sad how suffering people are treat so badly, even on here.

 

[Emmie]

This is giving me flashbacks to that thread a while back where someone failed after taking SN from IC! There was a lively debate that went on for many pages and which ended inconclusively IIRC. At any rate, I'm just going to trust in the fact that SN seems to be lethal for the vast majority who fast and take their back up drink if needed.

Best of luck to you, OP. I'm sorry it didn't work out. Please consider going to the doctor to make sure you've suffered no long-term damage.