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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
meowmauve
therapy
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1
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212
Forveleth
F
braintorture
Help Dealing with not being caught with ordering online
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9
Views
840
EmpressDean
EmpressDean
RENOX
Method Will suffocation inside a car works?
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6
Views
816
badatparties
badatparties
Kazu Ha
Venting I hate my life
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2
Views
386
honeythunder
H
pokerrkitty
Venting Being open about being suicidal has only caused me to lose people.
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7
Views
613
Hibiki
Hibiki
GleefulGrimshade
BE CAREFUL WITH AIRBNB AND HOTELS
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4
Views
667
reb
R
SomedayorNexttime
Help Does anyone know how to effectively hang with a cord? I want to half hang as I heard it’s effective.
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1
Views
251
Ramire_Artes
R
M
I don't know if I'll survive this month. Lots of debt
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4
Views
375
Ramire_Artes
R
LonelyPrince
Venting Weak. Pathetic.
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6
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538
Roseate
R
Boudika
Help How much it would cost to clean my dead body?
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1
Views
286
kurgan
kurgan
burninghill
Intrusive thoughts or truly just a terrible person?
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2
Views
256
suicidesergal
suicidesergal
scary
Method Probably the worst CTB method (that I will attempt anyway)
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9
Views
2K
peacefulsleepnow
P
OOUUneverover
NSFW Sex as a form of self harm?
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7
Views
818
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
princeseadove
Help What’s the sweet spot and how can I find it?
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6
Views
381
Forveleth
F
mlb
For people who attempted ctb outside - how did you feel?
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24
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2K
like_a_bird
L
kipstriesagain
Venting Probably maybe killing myself in a few days, my thoughts
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1
Views
300
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
Kotaru Chan
Megathread (Brasil) - Tentativas Fracassadas
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6
Views
1K
Alive42long
Alive42long
E
Venting Waiting for SN to arrive is so ass
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3
Views
463
Bimbosqualo
B
O
Fent or something equivalent on the dark web, how easy is it to obtain this a good alternative is this to N?
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11
Views
1K
Liebestod
Liebestod
omgkawaiiamagai
  • Question
doubt about sn
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1
Views
263
Chemi
Chemi
Dinnerwith6
Am I still alive or already in the afterlife
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4
Views
308
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
KattinKai!
I wish
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0
Views
159
KattinKai!
KattinKai!
S
Does C still sell N in the dark markets?
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3
Views
482
Sniperassault2012
S
LakeMungoGirl
I told my friend I’m planning on CTB and instead she offered to fly me to her state so we could live together
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20
Views
1K
doomedforsure
D
A
Drinking Amyl (Poopers)
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1
Views
207
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
notevenhere
if you are born poor, you will die poor. stop trying.
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12
Views
863
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Siamese Believe
Everything around me is just a constant reminder of everything I couldn’t have
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4
Views
342
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
N
Venting Im so fucked
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1
Views
243
fkyou
fkyou
P
what is the ideal benzo for sn?
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8
Views
588
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
jonsantorni
Maintaining SI
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2
Views
217
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
WEIRDOOOXDDDD
bye and thanks to everyone who helped me <3
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20
Views
695
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
M
Method Switching methods
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1
Views
318
Praestat_Mori
P
K
EUROPEAN PEOPLE
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3
Views
440
Eriktf
E
here_for_now
how to avoid getting revived
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1
Views
266
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
M
Help How to kill myself with my prescription of Quetiapine (400mg), Lamotrigine (200mg) and lorazepam (2mg)?
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4
Views
512
murielhelsop
M
kat_
Help am i a bad person if i kill myself despite people caring about me?
Replies
10
Views
662
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
Insomniac Butterfly
Venting More silly venting.
Replies
5
Views
469
Dreaming In Aconite
Dreaming In Aconite
K
Method Painless partial hanging - my method
Replies
29
Views
29K
ostaja123
ostaja123
Lazy
I just don't see the point
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2
Views
253
Forever Sleep
F
Echo
Venting For those that work..anyone else just not want to work anymore?
Replies
26
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1K
Gangrel
Gangrel
kat_
Venting guilt for my family
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2
Views
260
kat_
kat_
warboy68forever
nothing really wrong with my life, still wanna ctb though?
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3
Views
171
Gangrel
Gangrel
O
Venting I’m gonna ruin them, they just don’t realize it.
Replies
1
Views
274
Jadeith
J
Defenestration
  • Poll
Win 100 billion euros but never again have the option of suicide?
Replies
43
Views
1K
azo
azo
zdeweilx
Discussion List of famous people who have CTB
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19
Views
726
shylady222
shylady222
fkyou
Discussion I either kill myself quick or lose my mind
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4
Views
456
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
fkyou
Discussion I literally have the choice to stop this or let this torture continue.
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0
Views
126
fkyou
fkyou
glowing.purple.aura
#need to kill myself ASAP because there's almost no time left to escape
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0
Views
272
glowing.purple.aura
glowing.purple.aura
C
Venting Life is a curse
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0
Views
162
cinnamonspice
C
hmnow
Your final though: what would it be?
Replies
6
Views
270
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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