ignominia
O Rose thou art sick.
- Oct 6, 2018
- 94
So, i meet my ex bf here (weird i know, but we lasted almost seven years), i broke up with him in novemeber because he was just too pure to me and i wanted to experience more things, specially in sexual aspects. I made my account almost ten years ago!!! So much things have change, but at the same time nothing. I want to read about other experiences similar to mine, like, we really don't have a solution? suffering is life for ever? i wanna live without overthinking, be me, idk. All is an appearance, an ilusion.
I have write a lot of things in this years. Today i say to me that i need to accept that I am a misunderstood soul, that I don't need to validate myself by being the object of desire (cause sometimes is the only way i can cope, fucking) that I get on better with the dead, and that, in practical terms, I can feel supported by my friends.
I don't know. Besides, I need to pluck up the courage to post everything I think, the photos I take, the music I compose, but I feel so silly. I'm finishing my MA degree in Art History, but that doesn't mean anything; I still feel empty. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Well, sorry, I'm just venting.
I have write a lot of things in this years. Today i say to me that i need to accept that I am a misunderstood soul, that I don't need to validate myself by being the object of desire (cause sometimes is the only way i can cope, fucking) that I get on better with the dead, and that, in practical terms, I can feel supported by my friends.
I don't know. Besides, I need to pluck up the courage to post everything I think, the photos I take, the music I compose, but I feel so silly. I'm finishing my MA degree in Art History, but that doesn't mean anything; I still feel empty. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Well, sorry, I'm just venting.
