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boxingbeagle

boxingbeagle

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Nov 23, 2024
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Hey all, so I checked my tracking and my dark web vendor sent me the "N" I requested/paid for… however I'm not confident it it… at all. Do you test N with just a barbiturate strip or what is the best way to verify legitimacy?
I'm guessing GYDT doesn't test for this type of stuff.

Red Flags:
-Clear Glass Bottle, Not in a box at all, but in a Mylar bag with tons of padding in it. Clean bottle and sealed with plastic (think like a hot sauce plastic cap cover)
-No labels at all. Think of it like a 150ml decant bottle for a large cologne.
-Haven't seen any packaging like this on the PPeH nor through other research.
-Fluid doesn't match the colours I was expecting. Has almost a green tinge to it.

Green Flags:
-the vendor literally found a name of a vet in my area, and had a packing slip that had a different substance listed on it with the vets name on it. There was also other stealth that impressed me.
-vendor said they were from USA but it shipped from Peru, and the return address was linked directly to a vet there.
-ketamine and tranq from the same vendor have all been good (I don't use but I have buddies that already made me place another order for tranq).

Now I just need to figure out how to test this N, and if it is legit, I'll be letting a couple of my e-friends on here know and I'll likely sit on a video call as I ingest- it'll be up to them to release my goodbye thread.

Please do not message me asking for the source as I am not willing to give the source until I know I wasn't scammed. Last thing y'all need is false hope.

Likely catching the bus on Valentine's Day, but want to update here.
 
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orbwithinorb

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Aug 4, 2024
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Keep us posted please! I see N as the only way out at the moment so if there is a legit source out there that is huge.
 
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"Check scam database" check if its listed in here. If it is listed, its guaranteed a scam. If not, its possibly (not guarranteed) not a scam.
 
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boxingbeagle

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Nov 23, 2024
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"Check scam database" check if its listed in here. If it is listed, its guaranteed a scam. If not, its possibly (not guarranteed) not a scam.
Thanks! I already checked that site before I ordered, it's not on a scam list. Like I said, the k and xyla I ordered from this vendor were very legit so now I'm just looking for the best way to actually test the fluid I got, to see if it's even n at all.
 
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escape_from_hell

escape_from_hell

Arcanist
Feb 22, 2024
409
This is very encouraging. Congrats on the find if legit. How bank-breaking would it be if it turns out to be a scam?

Let us know if you've found a good testing method.
I think verification labs could turn out quite expensive and destructive to the sample itself.
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
146
Hey all, so I checked my tracking and my dark web vendor sent me the "N" I requested/paid for… however I'm not confident it it… at all. Do you test N with just a barbiturate strip or what is the best way to verify legitimacy?
I'm guessing GYDT doesn't test for this type of stuff.

Red Flags:
-Clear Glass Bottle, Not in a box at all, but in a Mylar bag with tons of padding in it. Clean bottle and sealed with plastic (think like a hot sauce plastic cap cover)
-No labels at all. Think of it like a 150ml decant bottle for a large cologne.
-Haven't seen any packaging like this on the PPeH nor through other research.
-Fluid doesn't match the colours I was expecting. Has almost a green tinge to it.

Green Flags:
-the vendor literally found a name of a vet in my area, and had a packing slip that had a different substance listed on it with the vets name on it. There was also other stealth that impressed me.
-vendor said they were from USA but it shipped from Peru, and the return address was linked directly to a vet there.
-ketamine and tranq from the same vendor have all been good (I don't use but I have buddies that already made me place another order for tranq).

Now I just need to figure out how to test this N, and if it is legit, I'll be letting a couple of my e-friends on here know and I'll likely sit on a video call as I ingest- it'll be up to them to release my goodbye thread.

Please do not message me asking for the source as I am not willing to give the source until I know I wasn't scammed. Last thing y'all need is false hope.

Likely catching the bus on Valentine's Day, but want to update here.
If u test it and found out its the real deal would u be willing to give out the source?
 
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ClippedWings

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Nov 30, 2024
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Keep us updated, could be huge.
 
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boxingbeagle

Member
Nov 23, 2024
31
This is very encouraging. Congrats on the find if legit. How bank-breaking would it be if it turns out to be a scam?

Let us know if you've found a good testing method.
I think verification labs could turn out quite expensive and destructive to the sample itself.
That is exactly what I'm worried about (verification labs destroying)… I'm doing research and ordered myself a pretty high tech barbiturate test kit, so I'll be updating with my process if it does arrive.

It cost equivalent to $450 USD + 100 shipping, so it cost me about 700 CAD for 150 ml. I've invested quite a bit after my barbiturate test kit, and the N together.

Not too worried about it because I have no plans on paying back my credit cards anyway. Suck it, Mastercard.
If u test it and found out its the real deal would u be willing to give out the source?
I would, but I know this guys/girls email would blow up if the source was easily found. More likely than not, the hints from my initial post (Dark Web, Seemingly veterinarian connections, where they ship from, etc) would have to be compounded with one or two more telling hints in my goodbye/protocol thread by someone else when I do CTB (I'll have someone on video call with me so they can record times of effects, any pain I experience, etc… they'll be posting it).

I don't want it to be even close to as popular as DMC.
 
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intr0verse

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Testing kits will only test for the presence of ANY barbiturate. But that in conjuction with testing a small sample yourself to see the effects, might give you an idea about what kind of barbiturate is in there. Did you see the original bottles before being decanted into another bigger bottle? Did the vendor told you anything about the concentration of N in the liquid?
 
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youpi

Member
Jul 4, 2024
47
Well ask your friends about the packaging ?
Chemicals have various colors I wouldn't really worry.
Take a small amount like that erowid dude.
 
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tbh2023

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
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Hey all, so I checked my tracking and my dark web vendor sent me the "N" I requested/paid for… however I'm not confident it it… at all. Do you test N with just a barbiturate strip or what is the best way to verify legitimacy?
I'm guessing GYDT doesn't test for this type of stuff.

Red Flags:
-Clear Glass Bottle, Not in a box at all, but in a Mylar bag with tons of padding in it. Clean bottle and sealed with plastic (think like a hot sauce plastic cap cover)
-No labels at all. Think of it like a 150ml decant bottle for a large cologne.
-Haven't seen any packaging like this on the PPeH nor through other research.
-Fluid doesn't match the colours I was expecting. Has almost a green tinge to it.

Green Flags:
-the vendor literally found a name of a vet in my area, and had a packing slip that had a different substance listed on it with the vets name on it. There was also other stealth that impressed me.
-vendor said they were from USA but it shipped from Peru, and the return address was linked directly to a vet there.
-ketamine and tranq from the same vendor have all been good (I don't use but I have buddies that already made me place another order for tranq).

Now I just need to figure out how to test this N, and if it is legit, I'll be letting a couple of my e-friends on here know and I'll likely sit on a video call as I ingest- it'll be up to them to release my goodbye thread.

Please do not message me asking for the source as I am not willing to give the source until I know I wasn't scammed. Last thing y'all need is false hope.

Likely catching the bus on Valentine's Day, but want to update here.
Please let me know.. are you in the US?
 
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maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I think if you had legit pharma grade N it would come with a rubber seal on top for an injection needle & a label if it was legit. 🤗🌹💔
 
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Sep 23, 2024
129
This looks good! N surely is the best method out there.

If you do release the contact infomation of this vendor, it will 100% attract alot of attention. Everyone here knows N is the preferable method that causes pain least so it's not exactly a heavily guarded secret. Just keep in mind that you don't relase too much information but also people are here to look for methods to ctb without pain.

Share you findings tho!
 
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Overwhelmed52

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Dec 3, 2024
247
Exit International sells an N testing kit for $50 and a barb testing kit for $35. Thanks for sharing what you can!
 
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boxingbeagle

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Nov 23, 2024
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Testing kits will only test for the presence of ANY barbiturate. But that in conjuction with testing a small sample yourself to see the effects, might give you an idea about what kind of barbiturate is in there. Did you see the original bottles before being decanted into another bigger bottle? Did the vendor told you anything about the concentration of N in the liquid?
I did not see the vendor decant it, but they said concentration was 100 mg/ml.
I think if you had legit pharma grade N it would come with a rubber seal on top for an injection needle & a label if it was legit. 🤗🌹💔
It was decanted, hence why I mentioned it's a red flag. No halatal packaging or any brand name at all. Honestly I'd probably have been at the pearly gates if I knew it was legit, lol.
This looks good! N surely is the best method out there.

If you do release the contact infomation of this vendor, it will 100% attract alot of attention. Everyone here knows N is the preferable method that causes pain least so it's not exactly a heavily guarded secret. Just keep in mind that you don't relase too much information but also people are here to look for methods to ctb without pain.

Share you findings tho!
thanks! I plan on getting enough info out that those who are very serious will be able to piece together information. I hate to say it, but DMC is too easy to find in my opinion - this vendor definitely will not appreciate me giving his info out to a bunch of people who aren't doing opsec.
Exit International sells an N testing kit for $50 and a barb testing kit for $35. Thanks for sharing what you can!
Wow, thanks. I scanned the exit site but this was a hidden gem. I'm going to order the n test tonight. Very helpful, thank you 🫡👌
Please let me know.. are you in the US?
I am in Canada
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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I did not see the vendor decant it, but they said concentration was 100 mg/ml.
That concentration doesn't seem to fit any veterinary product on the market. They're either 65mg/ml for anesthesia or 390 to 500mg/ml for euthanasia.
 
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May 27, 2024
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Please give us an update once you get it tested
 
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motherofmahesh

Waste
Nov 20, 2024
38
Boy howdy, maybe I need to get a laptop to browse the dark web after all.
 
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suffering_mo

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May 8, 2024
380
That concentration doesn't seem to fit any veterinary product on the market. They're either 65mg/ml for anesthesia or 390 to 500mg/ml for euthanasia.
@intr0verse Do you know if there is a list somewhere of the various manufacturers and what the concentration, ingredients, etc are?
 
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Valhala

Specialist
Jul 30, 2024
359
There is very little chance that it is really N because it is simply not worth selling to anyone. It is too risky and it can only sell to you once. I would like to be wrong and to succeed.
 
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boxingbeagle

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Nov 23, 2024
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There is very little chance that it is really N because it is simply not worth selling to anyone. It is too risky and it can only sell to you once. I would like to be wrong and to succeed.
If you read my initial post, I mentioned to the vendor I know how to dose it properly for the barbiturate effects.. the seller also sells tranq, Amobarbital, and more so I don't think they're necessarily worried, I'm just another dark web buyer. I agree though, the rarity alone is enough to make me apprehensive it's real. I ordered a test kit from exit so I'll know very soon.
 
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intr0verse

Experienced
Jan 29, 2021
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If you read my initial post, I mentioned to the vendor I know how to dose it properly for the barbiturate effects.. the seller also sells tranq, Amobarbital, and more so I don't think they're necessarily worried, I'm just another dark web buyer. I agree though, the rarity alone is enough to make me apprehensive it's real. I ordered a test kit from exit so I'll know very soon.
I didn't know amobarbital is stil manufactured. What kind of amobarbital formulation is he selling?
I don't want to get your hopes down, but there are a lot of thing that doesn't seem right. For example, i'm not aware of any veterinary product with the 100mg/ml concentration, especially for a liquid that is dyed green, clearly intented for euthanasia. If it really test positive for barbiturate, you'll need to send a sample to a lab to be certain of concentration before using it.
 
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I did not see the vendor decant it, but they said concentration was 100 mg/ml.

It was decanted, hence why I mentioned it's a red flag. No halatal packaging or any brand name at all. Honestly I'd probably have been at the pearly gates if I knew it was legit, lol.

thanks! I plan on getting enough info out that those who are very serious will be able to piece together information. I hate to say it, but DMC is too easy to find in my opinion - this vendor definitely will not appreciate me giving his info out to a bunch of people who aren't doing opsec.

Wow, thanks. I scanned the exit site but this was a hidden gem. I'm going to order the n test tonight. Very helpful, thank you 🫡👌

I am in Canada
Hi fellow Canadian, hope what you found is legit. 🤞
 
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Bounce.
 
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Overwhelmed52

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Hey all, so I checked my tracking and my dark web vendor sent me the "N" I requested/paid for… however I'm not confident it it… at all. Do you test N with just a barbiturate strip or what is the best way to verify legitimacy?
I'm guessing GYDT doesn't test for this type of stuff.

Red Flags:
-Clear Glass Bottle, Not in a box at all, but in a Mylar bag with tons of padding in it. Clean bottle and sealed with plastic (think like a hot sauce plastic cap cover)
-No labels at all. Think of it like a 150ml decant bottle for a large cologne.
-Haven't seen any packaging like this on the PPeH nor through other research.
-Fluid doesn't match the colours I was expecting. Has almost a green tinge to it.

Green Flags:
-the vendor literally found a name of a vet in my area, and had a packing slip that had a different substance listed on it with the vets name on it. There was also other stealth that impressed me.
-vendor said they were from USA but it shipped from Peru, and the return address was linked directly to a vet there.
-ketamine and tranq from the same vendor have all been good (I don't use but I have buddies that already made me place another order for tranq).

Now I just need to figure out how to test this N, and if it is legit, I'll be letting a couple of my e-friends on here know and I'll likely sit on a video call as I ingest- it'll be up to them to release my goodbye thread.

Please do not message me asking for the source as I am not willing to give the source until I know I wasn't scammed. Last thing y'all need is false hope.

Likely catching the bus on Valentine's Day, but want to update here.
Any update on this?
 
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suffering_mo

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May 8, 2024
380
I can only say that I made the effort and took the time to do the extra security that is recommended by the DNM Bible, got on the 4 major markets (that seem to be the most popular and recommended as most trusted), and I came up with nothing when searching for the other meds that OP said he originally found. With all of this said, I am not experienced in any of this. If anyone does end up finding those things, and can DM me the source/seller, that would be great.
 
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Richard Langford

An ordinary older guy.
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I can only say that I made the effort and took the time to do the extra security that is recommended by the DNM Bible, got on the 4 major markets (that seem to be the most popular and recommended as most trusted), and I came up with nothing when searching for the other meds that OP said he originally found. With all of this said, I am not experienced in any of this. If anyone does end up finding those things, and can DM me the source/seller, that would be great.
What were the major markets if you don't mind me asking? You can PM me by all means.
 
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Overwhelmed52

Experienced
Dec 3, 2024
247
I can only say that I made the effort and took the time to do the extra security that is recommended by the DNM Bible, got on the 4 major markets (that seem to be the most popular and recommended as most trusted), and I came up with nothing when searching for the other meds that OP said he originally found. With all of this said, I am not experienced in any of this. If anyone does end up finding those things, and can DM me the source/seller, that would be great.
Thanks for letting us know :) I wonder if OP received their order.
 
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Richard Langford

An ordinary older guy.
Jan 10, 2025
680
Thanks for letting us know :) I wonder if OP received their order.
On Archetyp I've seen it mentioned on the Forum but no one ever seems to get any. Far too risky I'd imagine and of course no prospect of repeat business.
 

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