I have been wanting to commit for awhile with SN as my method.
After showering I felt especially awful so looked into getting what I need again.
Today I finally found a source to buy reglan, but as soon as I saw it was in stock I immediately had full body shivers and cold see goosebumps appearing everywhere on my body.
I haven't been on my antidepressants for a long time because I have been too depressed and lazy to fill my medbox.
I am so fucking useless I can't commit to either fucking path.
It felt like just a few years ago I had everything on the right path to actually succeed and everything that could possibly happen to derail that keeps happening. Why can't I fucking commit when I have all the resources I need.
Side note, if you want to find perscription meds diy hrt circles can point you to tons of markets that sell all types of prescription stuff beyond estrogen.
Edit:
I was looking through my pile of pill bottles because I convinced myself to fill my medbox.
I discovered that I already have reglan, from the first time I tried to CTB, that they gave me after I left urgent care to help stop my vomiting.
I want to throw it out but the other part of me is telling me to keep it incase I am actually ever willing to CTB.
I have 17 10mg pills of it. Why did they give me so much.
After showering I felt especially awful so looked into getting what I need again.
Today I finally found a source to buy reglan, but as soon as I saw it was in stock I immediately had full body shivers and cold see goosebumps appearing everywhere on my body.
I haven't been on my antidepressants for a long time because I have been too depressed and lazy to fill my medbox.
I am so fucking useless I can't commit to either fucking path.
It felt like just a few years ago I had everything on the right path to actually succeed and everything that could possibly happen to derail that keeps happening. Why can't I fucking commit when I have all the resources I need.
Side note, if you want to find perscription meds diy hrt circles can point you to tons of markets that sell all types of prescription stuff beyond estrogen.
Edit:
I was looking through my pile of pill bottles because I convinced myself to fill my medbox.
I discovered that I already have reglan, from the first time I tried to CTB, that they gave me after I left urgent care to help stop my vomiting.
I want to throw it out but the other part of me is telling me to keep it incase I am actually ever willing to CTB.
I have 17 10mg pills of it. Why did they give me so much.
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