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meixq

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Jul 17, 2024
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I don't feel scared or anything, don't have anything to lose either, but for some reason I feel so idk lazy (incompetent ??) to do it. feels so disgusting and bad. suffering like this for years now. everything sucks
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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99% of us here have the same problem. CTB isn't that easy. Survival instinct was designed to keep us miserable year after year (decades in my case).
 
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Ben111

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Apr 29, 2026
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I feel the same way...i don't wanna be in this world
 
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Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
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I'm suffering so much, the pain is unbearable.
 

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