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The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
238
I've been feeling very strange recently. I hope you have been feeling well.
I have been feeling lonely and introspective recently, more than usual. But I also have been feeling better in a way.

How are you?
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,643
I am isolated in my fortress of loneliness, I feel like in prison, trapped in this disabled body
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,445
I'm ok atm. It could be worse.
 
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soon4good

soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
113
Hopelessly stuck
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,445
I'm ok atm. It could be worse.
 
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endboss

endboss

Student
Apr 8, 2026
173
suicidal
 
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NutOrat

NutOrat

Falling Down
Jun 11, 2025
323
Overly excited and anxious recently. If I didn't know better I'd be happy about it, after all, before this was a long period of slump and perpetual sadness. But these kinds of bursts never ended well for me, so I'm anxiously awaiting the crash and likely another spiral. I hate my mind and body so much.
 
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erpelwatcher

Member
Jun 2, 2026
30
Dangerously calm
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
232
My sanity is crumbling and i feel relieved because it will potentially push over the edge, but i'm scared aswell and regretful
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
518
Tremendous moral pain inside. Wish to somehow "hack" my mind and disable any kind of thoughts, and thus feelings
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
200
I'm hungry right now, I will make black tea, nothing to eat. Anxious about unwanted tomorrow, I have due college fee, and still haven't pay, had to get another debt and i feel my head is very heavy and buzzing, i dont know how can we manage financial in future, i just want to die right now.
 
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iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

Member
Jun 8, 2026
10
unbearably lonely and abandoned
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
192
So sorry for the crapness in everybody's heads. I'm feeling agitated with raging anxiety. Plus everything feels rather surreal.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
275
Got abandoned by someone I thought I could be friends with. Not an uncommon occurance for me. I just feel empty now.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Elementalist
Nov 26, 2025
891
I'm hungry right now, I will make black tea, nothing to eat. Anxious about unwanted tomorrow, I have due college fee, and still haven't pay, had to get another debt and i feel my head is very heavy and buzzing, i dont know how can we manage financial in future, i just want to die right now.
I really can't accept this sort of suffering. Simply can be avoided, but it's these irresponsible parents who can't even understand that their financial situation limits them from having children. Sorry you're going through this.
 
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lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
192
Got abandoned by someone I thought I could be friends with. Not an uncommon occurance for me. I just feel empty now.
Sending you hugs. So sorry you've been hurt & abandoned by someone x
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Destined to die
Nov 1, 2025
289
I've been feeling very tired. I don't really have any motivation to do anything these days.
 
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