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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Aunty_Seuss
Venting Is anybody here disabled, chronically ill, terminally ill, neurodivergent etc.
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14
Views
695
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
A
Discussion What are your thoughts on God and Hell regarding to suicide? do you believe in them?
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37
Views
2K
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
musingsofaghost
want to kill myself but circumstances won’t allow it
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0
Views
273
musingsofaghost
musingsofaghost
Happy Cat
Help So desperate to leave but can't find anyone to join me
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1
Views
304
idk i forgot xx
idk i forgot xx
E
waiting for something to go wrong
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0
Views
192
endlessoldierr
E
P
Venting Thinking of cutting off my testicles
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25
Views
2K
Ilovemyteddies
Ilovemyteddies
F
Is SN the method to go?
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4
Views
867
Realog11
R
woofwag
How sure are you that you will CTB?
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35
Views
1K
woofwag
woofwag
lovelulu
What does SN mean?
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4
Views
320
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Siamese Believe
Do you ever end up accidentally talking about suicide with family?
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9
Views
385
SanagiMezamete
SanagiMezamete
darksouls2kicksass
Help Pre-CTB prep...
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6
Views
579
Realog11
R
B
I used a fake identity at a suicide crisis clinic
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6
Views
508
metfan647
M
M
If you are in my situation, will you suicide?
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23
Views
1K
nolifer23
N
H
Discussion How did you guys aquire SN?
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4
Views
509
DeathSweetDeath
D
coldworld
Venting anyone else
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3
Views
216
lovelulu
lovelulu
attackingvertical
I think Id be less sad if I could be a shut in
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0
Views
197
attackingvertical
attackingvertical
meowme0w
Venting Dunno if I should tell someone
Replies
5
Views
503
vitbar
vitbar
E
Hanging in residential park, too risky?
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2
Views
384
Exhausted546
E
owarikigan
liberating to know the answer
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0
Views
256
owarikigan
owarikigan
A
Discussion Is being locked in a mental hospital or mentally disabled center a good alternative to death or not?
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8
Views
724
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
EmptyBottle
Ye olde furnace (poem about ctb)
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2
Views
321
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
V
Autism & loneliness as a reason to CTB
Replies
25
Views
1K
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
S
Its all just pain
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0
Views
221
Suspect_Device
S
nails
Venting there's nothing
Replies
2
Views
249
nails
nails
nintendo64
Venting I wish I could donate my life
Replies
25
Views
1K
no-hope-no-future
no-hope-no-future
amor.dor
Aun es posible obtener N en Argentina?
Replies
4
Views
434
Realog11
R
Lilithium
Venting overthinking my plan
Replies
8
Views
550
Lilithium
Lilithium
kufajoy
Can it be peaceful? SN with Propofol and Alprazolam
Replies
9
Views
942
Realog11
R
C
Seroquel plus short suspension
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0
Views
136
closedeyepeace
C
eggsausagerice
Venting i'm acting how i would expect an antisocial suicidal person to act but i'm not dead
Replies
5
Views
680
meowme0w
meowme0w
E
"Countless have it worse and they're not killing themselves"
Replies
22
Views
707
inkmage333
inkmage333
D
I'm afraid of myself
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1
Views
221
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
mrjam
  • Question
Discussion Pins and neede]les when testing partial?
Replies
3
Views
264
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
Aunty_Seuss
Discussion What do you believe will happen afterwards?
Replies
26
Views
963
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
B
Help me please
Replies
5
Views
577
Hollowman
H
cylus46
Venting Tornado.
Replies
2
Views
337
cylus46
cylus46
Jisatsu
Venting Just another bad night...
Replies
5
Views
506
Baisley
B
LIFE_IS_BUT_A_GAME
Help Partial hanging help
Replies
3
Views
424
mrjam
mrjam
M
UK SN/ nembutal access
Replies
15
Views
822
HumanBBQ
HumanBBQ
B
Help finding a comment
Replies
7
Views
387
kurgan
kurgan
Jisatsu
Venting My little brother had a attempt
Replies
6
Views
560
Baisley
B
Sylveon
Discussion Does your mind swing between wanting to live and wanting to CTB?
Replies
54
Views
3K
BlockedintheUK
B
39hatsune
Venting dont want to die but dont want to live
Replies
6
Views
454
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Q
Discussion People who tried hanging (partial too) but failed, can you describe how was the pain?
Replies
3
Views
798
Forveleth
F
D
Discussion WWIII isn’t fear mongering anymore
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13
Views
664
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
sweetdrowning
Help how much metoclopramide? will it degrade?
Replies
2
Views
286
sweetdrowning
sweetdrowning
OnMyLast Legs
  • Poll
Morality
Replies
6
Views
277
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
JadedBeing
Discussion Can you remember the first time you felt suicidal?
Replies
74
Views
3K
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
LIFE_IS_BUT_A_GAME
Help (Urgent) How do I make myself jump?
Replies
7
Views
456
Dante_
Dante_
lovelulu
Discussion bad episode
Replies
4
Views
353
madeincruddy
madeincruddy
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