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Suicide Discussion

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merumeru
I get emotionally and physically abused my pain won’t stop. I wanna die but can’t?
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9
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345
merumeru
merumeru
crystalcastles
Is the website slow to load for anyone else?
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16
Views
356
iwkmsssb
iwkmsssb
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Help What are some painless ways to ctb?
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1
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209
Forveleth
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failedmind
the first thing i think about when i wake up is ending it
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7
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344
failedmind
failedmind
E4syW3y0u7
End of the line.
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0
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219
E4syW3y0u7
E4syW3y0u7
crystalcastles
How do I know if my private message went through?
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1
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121
_Minsk
_Minsk
dust-in-the-wind
VENT Found out a good friend just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer.
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4
Views
266
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
meowzers3276
Method my chance
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3
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325
whywere
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iblamethemfr
Do you wish to die peacefully in your sleep or you wanna do it urself?
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32
Views
1K
Lamentice
Lamentice
hahahahhkjsk
Venting cleaning my room just in case + letter drafting?
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1
Views
484
tacnaynscene
tacnaynscene
ihateittoo
Discussion Songs About Leaving
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8
Views
312
passthisnote
passthisnote
soothesayrr
i’m gonna do it
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1
Views
295
darksouls
darksouls
budbud29
Can someone please talk to me?
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3
Views
351
Ben 111
Ben 111
N
Help Any idea how to use insulin?
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1
Views
261
DeathSweetDeath
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3FailedAttemptss
sectioned again… and now they want my SN gone :(
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4
Views
593
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
hurts2b-old
"Suicide Contagion"
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18
Views
633
Ashu
Ashu
T
Help My life experience and what i should do
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1
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358
dontknow12301
dontknow12301
Dandelion's
I think I'll actually manage to ctb soon <3
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1
Views
253
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Leonard_Bangley39
is this it?
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7
Views
218
DarkFriend.
DarkFriend.
bluupup
smoking wax.
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1
Views
145
DarkFriend.
DarkFriend.
T
My SN advendure
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18
Views
964
DeathSweetDeath
D
1
Help What am I doing wrong?
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0
Views
383
12345six
1
B
Venting Anybody else who cannot live and cannot die?
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14
Views
910
dontknow12301
dontknow12301
W
Treating ts like it'twt
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3
Views
235
weishenme
W
S
Discussion I feel old
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1
Views
256
rosynov2
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V
Venting conflicted idk what to do
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4
Views
358
ijustwannabeloved
ijustwannabeloved
selfkillermachine
Venting I think I know why playing games are fun, and its not that pleasuring
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0
Views
190
selfkillermachine
selfkillermachine
Acidic_Fries
  • Locked
Venting Frustrated with how hard it is to access the d@rkweb
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13
Views
669
fadedghost
fadedghost
cutelamb22
Help I guess
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11
Views
481
cutelamb22
cutelamb22
Heavy_Metals117
Help What knot should I use for this anchor point?
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4
Views
282
Heavy_Metals117
Heavy_Metals117
C
Intramuscular/sub-Q injection of opioids
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3
Views
189
carfemtanyl
C
LonelyForest
Discussion Do you have anyone irl with whom you can talk about your suicidal thoughts?
Replies
43
Views
2K
soributton
soributton
Shadows From Hell
First I've heard about this first Suicide Pod death
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7
Views
510
MBG
M
yuri77
Venting I am genuinely a failure at life and I can't stop being an ungrateful piece of shit
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3
Views
205
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
K
I will execute SN CTB within 10 hours
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26
Views
854
-Tandem-
-Tandem-
notsosillybilly
Venting "you're gonna burn in hell" whatever bro
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14
Views
536
whywere
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natsuobun
Discussion If you could change one thing about your life, what would it be?
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42
Views
2K
Tomorrow Is Today
Tomorrow Is Today
meowzers3276
Venting everything corroborates ctb
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0
Views
209
meowzers3276
meowzers3276
eeriepuff
I finally blocked him.
Replies
13
Views
513
eeriepuff
eeriepuff
youremy
Preliminary SN protocol ideas
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1
Views
449
FiryPheonix
FiryPheonix
unluckysadness
Are you more suicidal in the morning / afternoon / evening ?
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57
Views
2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
iheartethanpage
A girlfriend would save me
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25
Views
1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
4
Venting I'm so scared of losing someone
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3
Views
367
volo
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M
Venting Got scammed
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4
Views
260
volo
V
E
Discussion Can't CTB because of mother
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16
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2K
epicdude
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YunoAtsuko
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(continuance from last post, sorry for spamming the feed.) Anyone here from Cincinnati?
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2
Views
250
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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Growing poppys
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8
Views
299
JeyJeyOfJeypore
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DoomsdayCTB
  • Poll
Poll: How many of you are CTB because of severe chronic pain (specifically)
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11
Views
502
gardenhouse
G
Hefinator
Waiting for the right time
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1
Views
138
Tomorrow Is Today
Tomorrow Is Today
angelkissed
Help DH verify
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11
Views
479
peacebenow
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