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marleybarley

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May 13, 2026
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Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
I pray for this not to wake up if only ;(
 
violetforever

violetforever

i hit my peak at 7
Dec 24, 2025
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ive been wishing to die in my sleep since i was 11 😭
 
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Lamentice

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Bandaids on gunshot wounds.
Mar 27, 2023
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I would prefer to have control over timing, just so I can clean up my life a bit, but if I just went in my sleep I couldn't complain and I guess the one's who'd be cleaning up the aftermath would get an unfortunately raw view into my life.
 

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