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know-nothing

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Jun 20, 2023
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I can't cry, there is nobody in my life who will help me with my situation, every single passing year is just getting worse and I just want to drink SN right now

I feel so much guilt about my parents and what they will feel once I die.

I wish I could overcome this guilt and just end my life, which has been worthless and filled with immense suffering.

My depression and suicidality is just getting worse basically on a daily basis for a month now
 
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discernment

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Aug 11, 2026
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I'm sorry that you're having a really rough time and nobody around you is helping đź«‚ You're not responsible for managing other peoples emotions, especially on top of everything you're already dealing with, but I do of course understand why you would feel guilty
 
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pleaseletmeleave

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Jul 1, 2026
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I'm sorry you're suffering so much. I relate completely. Everydays getting worse for me and I just want to end it all but the guilts not letting me. I don't know how to keep doing this
 
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whorror

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May 27, 2025
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I'm sorry you are suffering this much. You are not alone. I related to what you said, every year it got worse and worse for me and I just wanna find my courage to just kill myself. But the guilt is there constantly and I don't know how to overcome it. Maybe with time..
 
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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
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How old are you?
I'm sorry you're suffering so much. I relate completely. Everydays getting worse for me and I just want to end it all but the guilts not letting me. I don't know how to keep doing this
how old are you?
 

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