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uklad38

Experienced
Mar 27, 2026
209
Tomorrrow is the day.

I am going to use:

SN 2 x glasses (1 as backup)
Valoid or (Cyclizine Hydrochloride
Maybe painkillers I'm unsure yet
Tongue spray
Mouthwash

Hotel is booked. I'll update here as I take it and I'll try to keep this thread updated for as long as I can.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,832
good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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youremy

youremy

and we were bound by the city life
Jun 7, 2026
54
Tomorrrow is the day.

I am going to use:

SN 2 x glasses (1 as backup)
Valoid or (Cyclizine Hydrochloride
Maybe painkillers I'm unsure yet
Tongue spray
Mouthwash

Hotel is booked. I'll update here as I take it and I'll try to keep this thread updated for as long as I can.
Safe travels, kind soul.
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Student
May 5, 2026
141
Wishing you all the best, and dark heathen blessings!
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
844
Good luck to you; may everything go quickly and painlessly ❤️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,105
I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
Thinking of you friend.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
315
May you find eternal peace
 
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confused girl

Member
Apr 21, 2026
8
Has anyone heard from Uklad38? Do you know if he went through with it? Have been watching this thread for updates
 
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SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
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Has anyone heard from Uklad38? Do you know if he went through with it? Have been watching this thread for updates
You can see he was online today. So he's still alive.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Has anyone heard from Uklad38? Do you know if he went through with it? Have been watching this thread for updates
There were no updates. Something probably came up. These things happen.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
Yes that's quite possible. He just seemed so sure as he'd booked the hotel.

It says yesterday for me so I don't know if it's because of a time difference
He lives in Ireland. I haven't heard from him since he messaged me early yesterday and last time he was online it says yesterday afternoon. Plus the site has been going down off and on so much past few days. He may easily have ctb and simply not kept up the thread here. Wishing him peace.
 
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confused girl

Member
Apr 21, 2026
8
Yes I think he probably has. Hope he's found peace
He lives in Ireland. I haven't heard from him since he messaged me early yesterday and last time he was online it says yesterday afternoon. Plus the site has been going down off and on so much past few days. He may easily have ctb and simply not kept up the thread here. Wishing him peace.
❤️
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
1,487
Yes that's quite possible. He just seemed so sure as he'd booked the hotel.
I've read plenty of posts where people update from the hotel & then change their minds. Which is fine. But he hasn't returned so he's probably found his peace 🕊️.
 
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