Goodbye Thread

[アホペンギン]

Not one someone asks the mods to stop his or hers account on Sasu

Oh, okay.

Yeah i see, theres someone who ctb on august 1st, they're dead but their name isn't crossed out yet.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Oh, okay.

I have no clue.. now we can't follow him anymore.. if attempt was unsuccessful.. and how he is

 

[bloodblacknothing]

no one deserves to go out with such pain, panic, and uncertainty -- least of all, him. i never got the chance to interact with him, but it was abundantly clear to me that he was a great person. i hope so badly that he got the rest he wanted, but i doubt we'll ever know.

wherever you are, i hope you're at peace.

 

[Minsu]

So terrible report :( hope he doesn't have much pain now.
Btw is it necessary to call EMS after a failed sn attempt?

 

[Willthishelp?]

So terrible report :( hope he doesn't have much pain now.
Btw is it necessary to call EMS after a failed sn attempt?

Apparently after vomiting also the 2n glass..

 

[Bluebunnysky]

I think they should give it a week before they ban so he can access his account and report if the attempt was unsuccessful if he ended up going to the hospital for treatment

 

[Praestat_Mori]

So terrible report :( hope he doesn't have much pain now.
Btw is it necessary to call EMS after a failed sn attempt?

Yes because only 5-6g can be lethal already.

 

[アホペンギン]

So terrible report :( hope he doesn't have much pain now.
Btw is it necessary to call EMS after a failed sn attempt?

Yes, after vomiting you never know how much sn is left in your body, but its never enough sn. After vomiting you must abort the ctb or else you'll probably suffer some damage. After vomiting EVERYTHING (not just the first glass, theres always multiple glasses) it counts as a failed attempt.

 

[Minsu]

Ok I see, thank you guys.
His 'help' message felt so scary for me :(

 

[yasmine299]

If someone dies then their name gets crossed out or if someone breaks the rules enough their name will get crossed out (basically a ban) Also when someone dies they get banned. Thats why their names get crossed out.

Yes but I meant in this case, I did not understand how it was crossed out so soon.

 

[アホペンギン]

Yes but I meant in this case, I did not understand how it was crossed out so soon.

Yeah, me neither..

 

[lachrymost]

Poor guy. Last Monday he told me his sister would be home while the rest of his family was away. I know others have said different on this thread, though.

 

[Minsu]

Rbrth3 seems to be much more peaceful then sn

 

[Dot]

If thy survivd & wn2 cme bck thy r abl 2 mke a tickt & infrm mods @ whch tme thr accnt wll b actv8td agn

Acc = bannd fr privcy & securty

FWIW am also hopng thy r ok

Oh, okay.

Yeah i see, theres someone who ctb on august 1st, they're dead but their name isn't crossed out yet.

Whch membr

 

[Willthishelp?]

If thy survivd & wn2 cme bck thy r abl 2 mke a tickt & infrm mods @ whch tme thr accnt wll b actv8td agn

Acc = bannd fr privcy & securty

FWIW am also hopng thy r ok



Whch membr

How did they ctb? And how could you be sure they passed?

 

[Dot]

How did they ctb? And how could you be sure they passed?

Am refrrng 2 HpeflSlp wth th/ SN

If thy hve nt passd thn thy cn ask fr thr accnt bck

= jst stps th/ wrng ppl gettng in

 

[アホペンギン]

Whch membr

@dofogry

Am refrrng 2 HpeflSlp wth th/ SN

If thy hve nt passd thn thy cn ask fr thr accnt bck

= jst stps th/ wrng ppl gettng in

Oh, alright, I didn't know you banned people when the ctb'd to avoid their family getting in.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Oh God. This sounded awful. Poor guy. Like others have said- he suffered so much in life. It's so cruel that it didn't sound peaceful. I so hope he got his wish and is at peace now. It's all really distressing.

 

[Kerrtu]

Oh God. This sounded awful. Poor guy. Like others have said- he suffered so much in life. It's so cruel that it didn't sound peaceful. I so hope he got his wish and is at peace now. It's all really distressing.

At first when I saw your name I thought Oh! He's alright! He's here! - your names are so close, Forever and Hopeful

Not saying I'm unhappy to see you, Forever - I just looked too quickly

 

[Huggs]

I wanted to talk to you more. I know you wanted to be at peace. I'm so sorry about everything and how this went. I hope the best for you, you deserve it.

 

[handel420]

I will try shallow water blackout in some hours when my family is asleep in my bath tub I will hyperventilate until the water filled the whole bath and then stick my head in the water and if it works I am dead.
If I can't get the swb to work I will wait for the best oppurtunity to use the sn, I will use it in the shower while it is on when my family sleeps to suppress the vomit sounds and hope the shower doesn't wake them up.

My reason for suicide are unwanted thoughts that resulted from abuse, it feels wrong when the brain makes me think stuff that hurts me and I don't have much to loose anyway most people just hurt me.

I will update whether the swb worked or not.

Keep in mind it could take up to august until I ctb but I wanted to make this thread if the swb works.
I will maybe don't do it today but in some days so people I know from this site can respond to the thread before I am dead but I will still try hyperventilating.

Until I manage to ctb I will play some games, I currently play half life alyx with no vr mod.

Special thanks to: @7@vuse99 , @PurpleParadigm , @dimstar , @cami , @90starve , @liljeep , @GasMonkey , @vulkann , @CTB Dream , @MusicEnjoyer:D , @toofargone6969 , @nothingissacred , @dweams , @Kasumi , @heavyeyes , @Kerrtu , @squirley , @_Minsk , @tosch , @Octavia
Sorry if I forgot to mention anyone

The night sky is dimmer without you in the world. All my love and gratitude. Ripples travel far in this world. Be at peace my friend, with all my heart.

 

[Willthishelp?]

Am refrrng 2 HpeflSlp wth th/ SN

If thy hve nt passd thn thy cn ask fr thr accnt bck

= jst stps th/ wrng ppl gettng in

Ah I wanted to ask who

@dofogry

Oh, alright, I didn't know you banned people when the ctb'd to avoid their family getting in.

Can you tell me more about the member who past who you were referring to? Did they go with sn too?

 

[アホペンギン]

Can you tell me more about the member who past who you were referring to? Did they go with sn too?

Yes, they went with sn. I'll pm you about all the information I have, if you want.

 

[Kerrtu]

I have no clue.. now we can't follow him anymore.. if attempt was unsuccessful.. and how he is

It's always a gut punch when I see the strike through.

Where I am, just a bit ago, it started pouring rain. I'm listening to it on the windows, no words - only thoughts.

Hoping Hopeful is at peace

 

[Willthishelp?]

Yes, they went with sn. I'll pm you about all the information I have, if you want.

Yes please

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Hopefully he didn't have too much pain... it sucks how we are forced to resort to things like SN because of anti-choicers. This thread has kind of shaken me up because I just talked to him last night.

 

[Klimpop]

Yes, they went with sn. I'll pm you about all the information I have, if you want.

Do you know where he had gotten his SN and if he had tested it?

 

[painful existence]

I had a conversation with hopeful sleep about doing it safely.Taking all the necessary precautions and not rushing it.I don't know how he is but I cannot stop crying after reading for his message for help.I hope he is 100 percent okay or at peace.

 

[toofargone6969]

This is so scary and sad:( I don't even know what to say I just hope he is ok.

 

[JustABug]

Nah man don't do that. It takes huge fucking courage to even think about ctbing. I hope he reads my reply asap
I also just made this account cause i was reading this post and had to reply to hopefulsleep. I was mostly a lurker for a while.

I've been a lurker for a while too. Just made this account today. Hope he rests easy.