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Suicide Discussion

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I've ordered it. I hope I get it in my hands.
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3
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403
Letgo
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Covalite
Help I think i found a way to get SN in the US
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21
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1K
protecttransyouth
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oooobeeeeii
Venting Please, does anyone else realize this???
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1
Views
501
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Sad scared worried
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7
Views
800
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
Feeling less suicidal and less depressed but there is a huge BUT....
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3
Views
571
nosoul
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mcrmybeloved
Venting Feeling less than almost everyone for being mentally ill
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1
Views
383
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shinobu
methods an stuff
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4
Views
521
Shinobu
Shinobu
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Springtime
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3
Views
673
SoftWorries
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S
Help Looking SN or opioids/barbiturates ship to UK
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6
Views
948
swimmer
S
nettyslip
Venting accepting??
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2
Views
386
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
melodrama
Venting Unable to feel happiness.
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2
Views
434
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StarFaded
Fading away and losing who I am as a person
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5
Views
511
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Memento
Venting Feelings of Hopelessness and the Hell of Growing Up in a Cult.
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4
Views
536
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rumi
Question about Benzos
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0
Views
300
Rumi
Rumi
oooobeeeeii
Discussion Do you plan on doing anything specific before you ctb?
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4
Views
457
{ixo//}
{ixo//}
CTB Dream
Want leave all
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6
Views
497
Unending
U
CTB Dream
Lose faith all human
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3
Views
781
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Method I’m very unsure about this
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13
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2K
Disaster
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emptymiku
my tics are driving me crazy
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3
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wastingpotential
Venting constantly pushed back
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2
Views
421
bigdog
B
M
Story DXM Trip Providing Motivation To CTB
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0
Views
420
MATZsemantics
M
RainAndSadness
Anyone wants to talk in DMs?
Replies
35
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2K
WonderfulWeatherDIE
W
birdofafeather
Venting Relapsing after 6 months clean (CW: SH)
Replies
2
Views
435
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
disabledlife
CTB in a peaceful way, Taiwanese method.
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0
Views
688
disabledlife
disabledlife
vaguebluur
NSFW I ended my life and got resuscitated twice..
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51
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6K
bigdog
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Weebster
How do you deal with feeling irrelevant as you get older?
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29
Views
1K
bigdog
B
B
SI
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0
Views
366
bigdog
B
tomoki
Method what type of ammunition to use for a cbt with a 12 cal shotgun
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8
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1K
that smell
that smell
Insomniac
you can't change anything.
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15
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1K
buzzkill
buzzkill
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IC/EM
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6
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2K
roadtogo
roadtogo
molassesmorasses
Discussion What is one thing that sends you spiraling into immediate despair/static/hopelessness/etc.?
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26
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1K
Zegers
Zegers
CTB Dream
Venting Hard breath
Replies
6
Views
937
Archness
Archness
Lxions
  • Question
is recovery possible for everyone?
Replies
40
Views
3K
BasqueClown
BasqueClown
BleuBox
Method I want to lie down and see the sky as I go
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4
Views
1K
BleuBox
BleuBox
Foxes
Method My SN stat regime
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18
Views
1K
Proper Overdoser
Proper Overdoser
BlackHole
Help Wondering Why The SS Community Won’t Help?
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10
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
derpycool
My last week alive
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9
Views
1K
Dawns
Dawns
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i just can't deal with all this shit going on in my life
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4
Views
884
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
body_snatcher
They told me it would get better
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2
Views
729
aitouka
aitouka
screamfntsy
Venting The Point?
Replies
9
Views
1K
LittleJem
L
emptymiku
Venting i'm a terrible person and i only deserve dying a slow and painful death
Replies
9
Views
1K
aitouka
aitouka
M
Discussion Do you believe some people are just not made for this world?
Replies
14
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2K
CentreMid
CentreMid
B
Help Struggling to find a way out
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5
Views
551
beyondgone
B
PlasticFace
Found my old CTB letter
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4
Views
938
SoftWorries
S
bjop
coming back from this state of mind ?
Replies
3
Views
896
trist
trist
M
does death from sodium nitrite hurt?
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10
Views
2K
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
H
cutting radial artery
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0
Views
449
hollydolly
H
Assorted Orchids
Preferred method of CTB?
Replies
9
Views
792
Assorted Orchids
Assorted Orchids
AngelicPsychedelic
Help I'm looking for a russian roulette type of method
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6
Views
1K
Sluggish_Slump
Sluggish_Slump
BabyCamus
Method I have charging cables - partial hanging possible?
Replies
0
Views
628
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
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