Planning on CTB in a few days

[CreepyOptimist]

Planning on ctb in a few days on SN
Is there anything I should be cautious about?
i thought about this long and hard my family will definitely break my brother is still in school my mom is old my dad has heart problems this will only make things worse but I can't take it anymore what's sad is that I hope someone will just lay down with me while I die (not necessarily double suicide but just to constantly reassure me that I'm going to be ok) unfortunately I can't bear to drag anyone down in this shithole I threw myself in

 

[ggetout33]

I don't have anything to say about SN but I hope you find peace, whatever you do.

 

[Letgo]

Wishing you peace and rest whatever ypur decision may be. You are being thought of.

 

[iodine]

I don't have anything to say about SN but I hope you find peace, whatever you do.

can i ask you what's SN?

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I hope you will make a decision that is best suited for you. If you are worried about your family maybe you should try Therapy or medication to see how you will cope with it but if you think ctb is the only way out for you then do what's best for you even though I'm a bit worried for your family.

Out of curiosity, where did you find your SN???

 

[Akanea]

can i ask you what's SN?

Sodium Nitrite

 

[sleep4eternity]

Planning on ctb in a few days on SN
Is there anything I should be cautious about?
i thought about this long and hard my family will definitely break my brother is still in school my mom is old my dad has heart problems this will only make things worse but I can't take it anymore what's sad is that I hope someone will just lay down with me while I die (not necessarily double suicide but just to constantly reassure me that I'm going to be ok) unfortunately I can't bear to drag anyone down in this shithole I threw myself in

I hope you will find peace with the decision if you are trying to commit. However, if you still have worries for your family, I'd suggest therapy first. In Asian culture, if someone pass with worries, the soul will not rest properly.

 

[thgilrats]

You may want to write a goodbye letter, explain why are you doing this, just so it could soothe your parents grief, if you would like to. But please, make sure the police won't find it, or they'll find the copy or smth, because, afaik, they take those away. Make sure there's no one, who could call an ambulance or stop you, if you don't want to be saved.

I'm so sorry your life feels as a burden. I wish I could help you to feel less lonely when you'll do it. Hope the stars will welcome you kindly. Good luck.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace and freedom. Like others already said, when you still have worries then rethink again whether there you should try sth else. But anyway if there is no other way CTB is the only way to go to finally escape agony and sufferings one can't bear any more. I'm wishing you the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

If other people on here don't know what SN is and want to read about it, then there's the suicide resource compilation for that.
But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the freedom from this horrible world that you search for.

 

[CreepyOptimist]

I hope you will make a decision that is best suited for you. If you are worried about your family maybe you should try Therapy or medication to see how you will cope with it but if you think ctb is the only way out for you then do what's best for you even though I'm a bit worried for your family.

Out of curiosity, where did you find your SN???

For me it's easy to get access to it just online

 

[leavingsoon99]

I'm not educated on SN. If you're serious about this, then I wish you luck and peace.

 

[eashanm]

Wish you well in your CTB. If you want, you can talk to me on here while you CTB.

Cheers