Of course the problem is that we exist in such an anti-suicide society where people are so cruelly denied the option to just leave in peace in a guaranteed way, nobody should have to do any method research in the first place and worry about the method potentially failing, it disgusts me how we cannot just choose to leave without these complications, it's just so incredibly inhumane.
I think that if someone struggles to leave this world where suicide is purposely made so difficult and inaccessible it's not their fault, it's the fault of the people who try to deny the right to die which should be a basic human right, I'm also trapped here because of the difficult, risky and inaccessible nature of suicide and I do understand that it's really so dreadful and tiring feeling trapped here when you just wish to leave.