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Suicide Discussion

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StrawberrySuicide
Venting What can I do to be taken seriously for once?
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8
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999
sadshrike
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TAW122
Venting Pro-lifers who defend IVC, psych holds wouldn’t like it if...
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7
Views
755
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
feder
Discussion I love this site
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12
Views
1K
Rob1984
Rob1984
EndJstifiesTheMeans
They force me to live
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5
Views
1K
BoredomSeeker
BoredomSeeker
TAW122
Story I can relate to this guy’s story (on how CTB ideation helped me at one point in time)
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2
Views
713
Scythe
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I have the choice: either I become an addict or I kill myself (earlier)
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6
Views
547
LittleJem
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Discussion Anybody else have their life destroyed by mental illness?
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23
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1K
LittleJem
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ghostofapoet
  • Question
Discussion is the (potential) pain of ctb'ing keeping anyone from doing it?
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34
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5K
Sparx
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Hard ctb deadlines?
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2
Views
354
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NanaHachi
Venting Whats the point? Exactly none
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5
Views
586
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
666thereaperofsoulz
Venting My final goodbye to my life ctb tonight
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16
Views
2K
numbnesshuman
numbnesshuman
mapleboy
Venting My boyfriend broke up with me and I'm conflicted
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5
Views
456
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
loyalskateboard
I ordered SN
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8
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1K
myreasonings
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DeathSleep
Venting The longer I'm here...
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1
Views
409
Hollowman
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OctaviasBurner
I need a realiable way to get ahold of appatite suppresants.
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2
Views
393
Little_Suzy
Little_Suzy
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Help Ctb hanging.
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20
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2K
robokiller
robokiller
StaticCryBabye
How do you envision yourself one year from now?
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27
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1K
downndone2
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T
  • Question
Resource Where can one buy SN and Antimetics in Poland?
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9
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2K
DeathRelease
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Aventurine
  • Question
Discussion How easy would it be to get anesthesia?
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1
Views
464
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
huntergirl14
Looking for SN suppliers in Asia
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14
Views
782
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
chainball
Method Ctb with only a belt
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6
Views
2K
666thereaperofsoulz
666thereaperofsoulz
Kymrii
Discussion how easy would it be to CTB from a belt?
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2
Views
722
666thereaperofsoulz
666thereaperofsoulz
GreenBanana23
Excited to get gun
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4
Views
445
Praestat_Mori
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H
  • Question
Help ondansetron and domperidone for SN
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1
Views
540
helplessufferer
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dra1ncoreslwt
Venting it’s been a while
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4
Views
609
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
Aventurine
Help Ready to give up. Need painless method recommendations.
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10
Views
2K
freelifexit
freelifexit
greyblue_bian
Possibly found SN. *will update*
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5
Views
909
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
DarkDg21
Venting Will my dog suffer after my suicide?
Replies
9
Views
1K
Snake9111
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EndJstifiesTheMeans
Hotel ctb
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1
Views
452
outrider567
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greyblue_bian
My playlists
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0
Views
303
greyblue_bian
greyblue_bian
Ambivalent1
Would you consider yourself resilient?
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21
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1K
BrutalWorldNot4me
BrutalWorldNot4me
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3 Months Out.
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9
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1K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
V
Method Jumping
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5
Views
1K
Vizzy
Vizzy
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should i just do it already?
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4
Views
617
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
F
Venting He left me
Replies
6
Views
1K
hellispink
hellispink
Netvor
Venting Can't cope
Replies
6
Views
584
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Whats the most accessible and quickest CTB method?
Replies
6
Views
848
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DarkDg21
Venting I wanna commit suicide but there's a visitor at home
Replies
8
Views
961
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ringo99
Venting The first time I feel safe
Replies
6
Views
674
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M0nolith
River Suicide
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5
Views
769
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
When and how are you going to try to CTB?
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16
Views
1K
The Howling Void
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It is actually incredibly easy to hide suicidal thoughts
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4
Views
908
telro
telro
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Jumping in front of a train
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2
Views
628
Green_leaf
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Kasumi
  • Question
Anyone with migraines where Naratriptan helped?
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0
Views
322
Kasumi
Kasumi
screwsociety
Help SN purity and method
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0
Views
389
screwsociety
screwsociety
Kasumi
Naratriptan and selective serotonin receptor agonists info?
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0
Views
305
Kasumi
Kasumi
whatevs
Venting Unraveling (1)
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10
Views
1K
clockwork_cat
clockwork_cat
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specific question about jumping
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1
Views
574
blacksand
blacksand
roseleaf
Songs for a CTB playlist?
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23
Views
1K
feder
feder
E
Venting I found the meaning of life
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18
Views
1K
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
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