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The Burning Fool

The Burning Fool

Falling through the abyss of insanity
Sep 12, 2023
289
I remember I've blacked out a couple of times over my life. I don't even remember throwing up, I just felt so good like being on a cozy boat ride, riding smooth waves, seeing beautiful vistas along the shore, and then fading out. That's just the way I want to leave, nothing can contend with it. I'm waiting so much to be able to die without any regrets.

My dad has no idea what I'm going through to not cause him further suffering. He just wouldn't be able to take it. Parents are so stupid... I've seen some cases where they just keep crying for years because "they have lost their sons or daughters" Bruh, they had never been yours to begin with, and you're making everything about yourself. You're doing the same thing you had done before you decided to impose life on them. "We need a baby" just adopt one, there are enough suffering beings already. But they're not your bloodline... the Nazis come to mind. "Oh, I've got a baby, so cute" while poor little thing is in some kind of confused mental state, physical pain or emotional distress half the time as a direct result of your actions. I just can't. How can people be so dumb... I'm getting angry at my dad and all the breeders again.
 
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アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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I love passing out from alcohol too but its hard to do because of my nausea, I drink in moderation and if I plan to drink a lot I take lots of antiemetics.
 
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MatthieuFrederickW

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Feb 6, 2023
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I remember I've blacked out a couple of times over my life. I don't even remember throwing up, I just felt so good like being on a cozy boat ride, riding smooth waves, seeing beautiful vistas along the shore, and then fading out. That's just the way I want to leave, nothing can contend with it. I'm waiting so much to be able to die without any regrets.

My dad has no idea what I'm going through to not cause him further suffering. He just wouldn't be able to take it. Parents are so stupid... I've seen some cases where they just keep crying for years because "they have lost their sons or daughters" Bruh, they had never been yours to begin with, and you're making everything about yourself. You're doing the same thing you had done before you decided to impose life on them. "We need a baby" just adopt one, there are enough suffering beings already. But they're not your bloodline... the Nazis come to mind. "Oh, I've got a baby, so cute" while poor little thing is in some kind of confused mental state, physical pain or emotional distress half the time as a direct result of your actions. I just can't. How can people be so dumb... I'm getting angry at my dad and all the breeders again.
So many who keep suffering beings alive only because of their own ego and selfishness. Even if there's a person suffering with locked-in syndrome (wouldn't wish it on anyone) they're kept alive for years. It's absolutely ridiculous that any human is kept alive in such a condition.
 
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picklemick

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Jun 28, 2022
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I dont like being alive so i drink to blackout not for pleasure
 
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lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
This is me but with weed, alcohol, and benzos. I wish I was never born
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

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Apr 4, 2020
341
My mom has forbidden me from drinking because this asshole told her I was becoming aalcoholic. Alcohol makes me feel lightheaded, in peace.
 
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The Burning Fool

The Burning Fool

Falling through the abyss of insanity
Sep 12, 2023
289
My mom has forbidden me from drinking because this asshole told her I was becoming aalcoholic. Alcohol makes me feel lightheaded, in peace.
It's easy to become one, very sneaky addiction.
 
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