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Suicide Discussion

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unknownus3r0
Help Will I end up in a psych ward
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20
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2K
headcase95
headcase95
Unattainable666
Story I'M ALREADY DEAD
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9
Views
746
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
catastrophix
Venting One of those nights where I have no escape
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1
Views
379
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
My life is one long guilt trip
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7
Views
511
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
best of luck to you all, goodbye!
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8
Views
749
gaeulfeels
gaeulfeels
deadkittyxo
  • Question
Help Where can i buy SN that ships to Austria?
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1
Views
464
wiltingorchid
W
L
NSAIDS...specifically ibuprofen. Without SN.
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1
Views
456
Tartuffe
T
C:\
Venting Lonely in my own Hell
Replies
6
Views
482
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Unattainable666
WHEN I'M GONE
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1
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ShinigamiApples
Story Darkness and Sadness.
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7
Views
567
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
huntergirl14
its dark out there
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2
Views
388
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FrankieTeardrop333
Until we meet again, whenever and however that may be.
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6
Views
566
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
H
  • Poll
Discussion Would you give life another shot if you had reliable N stored at a safe location you could access at any time?
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11
Views
767
sancsuinet
S
N
Discussion I honestly lost control, i did what i thought was real at the time, in my delusions, but it has wrecked my life
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3
Views
498
nekrocis
nekrocis
247sadgirlhours
What are your "core memories"?
Replies
5
Views
905
Suicidе
S
999tilltheworldblow
Method Failure using gas geyser (+ stove) in enclosed room
Replies
0
Views
503
999tilltheworldblow
999tilltheworldblow
CTB Dream
Venting Procreate gross
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12
Views
2K
phrog21
phrog21
U
Venting Does anyone wanna ctb because they ruined their life?
Replies
21
Views
1K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
Exact Change
Do a family member CTB?
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3
Views
410
depressedlover
D
Ambivalent1
Anyone else keep living because you want to find connection in this world?
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11
Views
981
endless_pain
E
ShinigamiApples
Story A Bittersweet Farewell Letter
Replies
1
Views
532
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
glitterypearls
who else get really freaked out about talking to someone before they CTB?
Replies
4
Views
607
Forever Sleep
F
J
does anyone else say "i wanna kill myself" to themselves at random points during the day?
Replies
51
Views
2K
leloyon
leloyon
kiki <3
wanting to be murdered
Replies
27
Views
1K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
OneDayMaybe
Goodbye/CTB thread [SN + dom + ibu]
Replies
33
Views
3K
RoundaboutResolved
RoundaboutResolved
disabledlife
Since it is more and more difficult, even impossible to obtain N. It is a pity that it is not possible to make it yourself!
Replies
13
Views
883
unnormal9
unnormal9
disabledlife
Word of French actor Alain Delon, disgusted by this shitty world.
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7
Views
2K
Teikoku
Teikoku
D
SN Dosage Recommendation
Replies
4
Views
758
blackhawk2000
blackhawk2000
huntergirl14
the universe
Replies
4
Views
979
huntergirl14
huntergirl14
CTB Dream
Venting No 2nd chance?
Replies
1
Views
420
Holu
Holu
Archness
Consideration
Replies
3
Views
470
tams
tams
ekat
The Blue Whale Challenge
Replies
3
Views
646
C:\
C:\
P
Story Live Stream Suicide
Replies
13
Views
2K
yusso
yusso
D
Any news from K.L.?
Replies
11
Views
2K
ReluctantSeeker
R
C
Peaceful way out
Replies
8
Views
822
MyLifeIsANightmare
MyLifeIsANightmare
milk is sweet
Method about to take sn
Replies
2
Views
790
ThisIsGoodbye
ThisIsGoodbye
Vexin
Venting I feel stupid and lonely i wish dying was easier
Replies
6
Views
511
nosoul
N
L
Reliable SN source US
Replies
0
Views
393
Life is overrated
L
N
Help SN from CCS, what does the 69.00g/ mol mean?
Replies
2
Views
400
nosoul
N
U
Discussion Does a lack of privacy irl increase your desire to ctb ?
Replies
2
Views
394
Lxions
Lxions
Rainork
Venting So fucking sad (a poem)
Replies
3
Views
423
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
Aelana
What type of knot should I use to secure my rope?
Replies
4
Views
598
LeonardChurch
L
U
Venting There isn't a word for the type of torment I feel everyday.
Replies
6
Views
593
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
O
books or personal excerpts about the last straw? (As far as making that final decision)
Replies
0
Views
342
offbalance
O
OnceThougtTwiceDone
I want to die but I want to finish my projects.
Replies
7
Views
492
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
axxxu
Life only feels good when I think about ctb
Replies
1
Views
344
AshClouds
AshClouds
meatfleshprison
Help So many questions, so little time. Please help.
Replies
1
Views
490
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
M
Venting Hi, I'm new. I'd like to vent about my life. (CW: Rape/Homophobia/Ableism/Abuse)
Replies
13
Views
1K
Meretricious
Meretricious
thereisnomeaning
I have no friends, haven't had any for years, and it's just lonely
Replies
15
Views
1K
ilovedeftones
ilovedeftones
S
Is my SN still OK to use??
Replies
8
Views
2K
headcase95
headcase95
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