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Suicide Discussion

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delusionalgirl
Story The one time my mom found out I tried to “off myself”
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0
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358
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
feder
Discussion Would you still feel the need to CTB if you had a purpose?
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33
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2K
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
catastrophix
Venting i will never be happy. i want out.
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4
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841
Elysion
Elysion
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Why do human teeth and stuff suck so much?
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10
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862
suffernomore4
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hhh_
Venting better off without me
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1
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412
Rack.-
Rack.-
Shirokuma
CTB SN Now
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27
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2K
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
D
Fuck Prolifers
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6
Views
875
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
T
Method CTB method without using rope and shallow water?
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2
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775
Taraxacum
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I just lost the only source of joy in life.... i don't want to live anymore
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26
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1K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
spøgelse
Help CTB with only a belt?
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4
Views
698
magician99
magician99
Aliceinborderline
Help I dont feel i have any alternatives anymore
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10
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631
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
oh_no191
Help Should I leave a note?
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9
Views
572
publicschoolgrad
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iori
Venting i dont feel whole anymore
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3
Views
848
Leeroy14R
Leeroy14R
GXMU
I want people to know I've killed myself
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6
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1K
GXMU
GXMU
CTB Dream
Venting Species callous
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3
Views
734
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
anklebiter
Dreading sleep
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5
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1K
anklebiter
anklebiter
Jumper Seoirse
Story Planning my funeral
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9
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801
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
LadyAlastor
Story Somthing i wrote in my journal, thought i would share.
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0
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336
LadyAlastor
LadyAlastor
C
Failed attempt #2
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3
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945
cat>.<
C
Knbmt
I am so angry that God is incompetent or unfair orrr not exist
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3
Views
455
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
delusionalgirl
Venting Back after long absence
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1
Views
411
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
I'm not even depressed
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4
Views
395
Praestat_Mori
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SmallRedHawk
Venting I feel so lonely, the only cure is to CTB
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4
Views
554
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
I can't..
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7
Views
724
Praestat_Mori
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Ambivalent1
Does it comfort you to know that when you die you aren't you anymore?
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3
Views
494
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
O
Quite a day I've had, failing an attempt that is probably my last chance in a long time
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8
Views
680
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
greyblue_bian
Discussion I'm happy with my life now
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2
Views
485
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Ingestion of amyl nitrite for CTB?
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5
Views
846
Jumper Seoirse
Jumper Seoirse
n4k1
lying and stealing
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6
Views
705
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
animetal
Rat got into my SN
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6
Views
900
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Brokensoulwalking
Discussion What's your perfect scene of death?
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24
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1K
anklebiter
anklebiter
love_peep
I hate myself and I don't know what to do
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9
Views
978
love_peep
love_peep
D
Help I need an advice
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6
Views
950
LittleJem
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H
Help Idk wut to do
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3
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Does Socrates' final words on death help you?
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5
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813
leavingsoon99
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-FrozenRobot-
Help Slapping tape on my mouth to numb the noises I make after I pass out
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1
Views
444
Forever Sleep
F
Busridin'26
Discussion What y'all doin in the meantime?
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13
Views
763
Forever Sleep
F
FailerQt.
Help Can't stop throwing up
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2
Views
578
outrider567
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Chika
Discussion Is there a painless way to CTB from jumping?
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8
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1K
bellinda
bellinda
FuneralCry
Venting The reality is that existence could never be a good thing.
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5
Views
949
Forever Sleep
F
R
Venting Im confused
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5
Views
535
RatMaster250
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G
Poison Methods?
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3
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967
grimreaper8
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J
(united kingdom) vad query
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2
Views
583
befree
befree
fightingsioux
I'm considering, just considering, Pegasos:
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185
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21K
befree
befree
Aries
Help Where is this user?
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0
Views
510
Aries
Aries
C
What is the most powerful positive emotion you have ever felt?
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56
Views
3K
Bobert_Beniro
Bobert_Beniro
YandereMikuMistress
  • Question
Discussion Most effective firearm for CTB?
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8
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1K
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
kanna
Method info on this cutting method?
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5
Views
1K
kanna
kanna
-FrozenRobot-
Help Can i measure 70 grams of water if i have no equipement to measure it in ml?
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4
Views
478
HerculePoirot
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J
Has anyone been able to buy benzos online?
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9
Views
912
rackli77
rackli77
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