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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
N
Zip tie suicide
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31
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7K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Busridin'26
Venting Feeling low & honestly dealing with everything is exhausting.
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0
Views
231
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
GreyCTB
Venting No money / housing crisis (venting)
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4
Views
572
drownll
drownll
L
zip ties?
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12
Views
9K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Why ctb rate are low?
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16
Views
846
Nikalakon
N
gizzreid
fuck you taylor swift
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26
Views
2K
gizzreid
gizzreid
willitpass
Someone told me it’s okay to let go!
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1
Views
305
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Beepvonboop
Venting Too many things to do
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3
Views
346
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shantyizlit
I honestly feel blessed
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2
Views
368
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Anyone has an EEBD hood fast supplier?
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2
Views
548
k1w1
K
spoons
Venting Spoons is struggling.
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6
Views
498
sayire
S
sera
Venting body dysmorphia -> ctb
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6
Views
554
Cute_&_Loving
C
M
No planning
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6
Views
616
MalboroMan420
M
blank_slab
Venting Why do i think about dying in gruesome ways
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5
Views
513
ctb-soon
ctb-soon
Everybody_yells
Venting The irony of expressing love to someone when they are dead as opposed to when they were living, makes me laugh!
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9
Views
619
TooConscious
T
counting-out-time
i think i'm dead and living my living my second life right now.
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4
Views
427
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
V
  • Poll
Discussion Is CTB selfish / cowardly?
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18
Views
670
shantyizlit
shantyizlit
アホペンギン
Help told a friend about my suicidal ideation, hope he doesn’t tell anyone else. I need advice, please.
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4
Views
466
d3c96524be95
D
willitpass
Venting Is now the time?
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5
Views
326
willitpass
willitpass
Efilismislife
Tourniquet success&night2
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17
Views
1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Does anyone have access to PubMed?
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0
Views
258
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
bedhead_baby
Venting Could you be happy if someone really saw you?
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10
Views
510
lonelywander
L
wastingpotential
Venting my cats
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11
Views
490
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
L
Method Cable Tie or Zip Tie thoughts?
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6
Views
2K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
J
Is there a way to know if it’s the right type of sodium nitrite by drinking a little bit?
Replies
5
Views
551
Deleted member 65988
D
TDF
Venting This divorce has killed me
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3
Views
396
itsjustit
I
Walilamdzii
So tomorrow I will have the opportunity to buy
Replies
14
Views
768
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Thisgirlwantstosleep
Jumping tonight, have access to the 8th floor
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7
Views
539
theboy
theboy
sliceOfBasil
What firearm to get?
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6
Views
791
alonely
alonely
ctb-soon
Humorous last words
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3
Views
382
imustgo
imustgo
W
Help Advice with Full Suspension Hanging Using 3/4 Manila Rope!
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2
Views
543
Crono
C
Old snake
Venting Why are some people so Ignorant?
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5
Views
645
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
M
Help Well I’m back. Again. Narcissistic former boss refuses to give me a reference
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3
Views
354
madbananas
M
user933957
plans if i dont end it
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2
Views
311
user933957
user933957
hunterfla
SUICIDE BY COP...kinda
Replies
14
Views
811
todienomore
todienomore
ctb-soon
Booking a suicide like a dentist appointment
Replies
3
Views
445
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting Feel trapped inside my sick mind
Replies
1
Views
314
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
R
Being casual about a suicide attempt
Replies
3
Views
393
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Help Pease HELP
Replies
19
Views
836
sorrowful
sorrowful
Voidly
Is it normal to want to escape?
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8
Views
499
HouseofMortok
HouseofMortok
Ambivalent1
Those with unfilled wants: is it comforting to know that your wants stem from being human and after death you won't be human anymore?
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12
Views
472
lachrymost
lachrymost
ApparentlyNot
Venting I don't want to be suicidal
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4
Views
414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
For those who acquired N in the USA, how long did it take you from beginning your search to receiving legit N?
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7
Views
787
tropicalrain
T
wristcutangel
Venting backed out last minute.
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4
Views
811
busybee
busybee
K
Help How and where to commit
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3
Views
581
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
oldfritos
What "risk factors/warning signs" do you have?
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3
Views
433
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Dead Already
Loneliness and Guilt
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1
Views
300
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting If I’m gonna kms anyway, it shouldn’t matter, but it still does……
Replies
8
Views
544
Cute_&_Loving
C
preoppostmortem
Venting mixed feelings about therapy
Replies
1
Views
328
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
fruitvampire
Venting The only thing stopping me from CTB
Replies
4
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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