Venting Today one of my friends told me to kill myself.

[Giovannino224]

Today one of my friends
told me to kill myself.
I don't know if he was serious,
or if it was a joke.

When he said this i freezed
but I didn't react.
I just assumed that he was jocking.
I just laughed.

One time I told him that I tried to CTB.
When he said to me to kill myself,
it seemed like an invite to do it.

I feel frustrated, probably he just hates me like others do.
I shouldn't have said to him that I've tried to CTB.
That just gave him a reason to hate me, and I don't think he's wrong.

 

[persecutedzombie99]

ciao giovannino, sei il primo italiano che trovo qui. hai telegram? mi farebbe piacere parlare gente che sta rovinata mentalmente come me,,, nel caso ti andasse di farmi compagnia mi chiamo @nightoceean

 

[Giovannino224]

A me va benissimo. Se ci sei e se ti va, possiamo parlare pure adesso.

ciao giovannino, sei il primo italiano che trovo qui. hai telegram? mi farebbe piacere parlare gente che sta rovinata mentalmente come me,,, nel caso ti andasse di farmi compagnia mi chiamo @nightoceean